My Diary Entries

5/26/15 8:38 am

So I'm on the bus and we're about to leave for sun splash! I kind of wish T were on this bus but at least A is. We got idiots on this bus though.

I've also never been to sun splash but I hope it's fun.

7:22 pm

It was fun.

But I feel like crap right now.

For many reasons;

1. I'm just tired

2. I have a headache that started yesterday

3. There's a lot of family over for something

4. My dad doesn't believe I have a headache and forced me to stay downstairs

5. I'm fricken exhausted

I think that's enough reasons.

But enough complaining.

I'm done with that sh*t

I'm not even with everyone else and I'm not being social. Why do I have to stay down here? It's a legitimate question!

Next day:

Today will be boring.

It is boring.

Btw I'm in English right now and I have nothing to do. I'm excited for promotion tomorrow! I literally can't wait to be out of this shit for 2 and a half months!

My plans for the summer:

Hang out with T

Learn cursive because I forgot it all

Research more psychology, specifically mental illnesses and phobias

Sleep

Netflix

YouTube

And more sleep.

It should be pretty eventful.

I'm mostly looking forward to trying to do something crazy. Literally I have to do some dum shit! I want some adventure and I want to get in trouble and I want to be a pain in the ass. But most of all I really want to have fun and see all that I can do in this world.

Getting too deep?

I thought so.

I want to get drunk and I want to fool around with my girlfriend and I want to do everything I always said I'd never do.

I don't know where that rebellious urge came from but it happened and I'll embrace it. Also because I think T feels like that too. Definitely. It's weird though because I'm 14 and literally already think about doing stuff that I'm sure only 18 and up year olds think about.

Like getting drunk.

Why does it seem appealing?

Maybe because I shouldn't do it.

And maybe I also have no clue.

But I want to.

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Thanks for reading! And omg 1,000 reads?! What?! Thank you thank you! I just used this to write my feelings and expected no one to read it. I didn't expect to keep this going so long or to post almost daily or get this many reads! I don't know but I appreciate whoever is reading this right now because if I don't even know you in real life, it probably seems like I do. Because I've shared a LOT in this diary thing. Thank you.

-Angel

Have a fabulus day!