My Diary Entries

Love.

Love.

It seems unreal.

Every movie has love being some huge explosion of emotions and fairytale and perfectness.

By now I know that is not how it really works.

A lot of people don't know how it really works.

Love is complicated too.

The feeling towards friends and family is love.

The feelings for your pets are love.

Your feelings for your girlfriend/boyfriend can be love.

Heck, I feel love for my phone.

I always thought it'd be impossible to fall in love with someone anytime before 20. But apparently love doesn't have a real meaning and it's different for everyone.

Apparently it has no age limit.

And I've been wrong my whole life.

And there's many types of love.

For example T and I (T i'm not saying we're in love don't freak out, btw everyone else: she reads this) are weird and are pretty aggressive toward each other. She literally makes me want to punch her in the face and in the next second I want to madly make out with her. We were doing that even when we were just friends too. Except every time we have a slap fight I still want to smile and i'm so weird.

Another example could be every romance story being the complete opposite of T and I. Even my OWN stories are totally different. And I wrote those before actually dating anyone so i'm pretty awesome for being able to imagine it so good. Jk I don't know. So basically where you meet someone and stare into their eyes and feel so much attraction and then you start talking and then you fall in love but you are scared to admit it to the other and eventually you go out but then you have an argument and break up but then realize how in love you are then get back together and happily ever after.

...I just also realized that is a general plot of many of my own stories.

Well just ignore that.

So yeah, my relationship experience is weird and different compared to that but I wouldn't change it for any thing in the world.