My Diary Entries

December 29, 2020

Bruh I'm so many months late lmaooo

Sorry I legit start a million things all the time so I forget stuff so easy. But here is a bit of a life update. There is so much I could share for real. I'll start with my interests.

Music:
- Ariana Grande (been loving her since like 2014 idk if i talked about it much tho)
- BTS (I just got into them around August of this year)
- Lana Del Rey (found her in 2018 and probably havnt mentioned her here)
- Taylor Swift (not that caught up in her new music although i should soon. She was such a big part of my childhood though so I would never stop caring ab her)
- Harry Styles (dont listen to his stuff super often but i love what i have heard)
- Shawn Mendes (basically just getting into him since I love his most recent album)
- Billie Eilish (think I found her late 2018 or early 2019 and love her vibes)

There's probably a few other people I like but the way I listen to music is stream like one or two people over and over for months lmao. Right now its been BTS and a lil Ariana. I also wanna get into other K-POP groups.

TV:
- Supernatural (been loving since 2016. Definitely talked about it a lot here)
- It's Okay To Not Be Okay (think it came out this year but holy sht its sooo good)
- You (Netflix) (started this year I think, I love it and im excited for season 3. Kinda wanna read the book too)

Manga: (a new interest of mine)
- Trail of Blood (been reading for a few months. It's absolutely incredible)
- Anything by Junji Ito (I dont even wanna think ab Long Dream cuz it still freaks me out)
- Killing Stalking (I literally read it as a joke cuz my friend warned me not to. But I ended up liking it. Honestly it was pretty good even if its messed up lol)

There's so much more to read and I only just started a few months ago. As you can tell I like psychological/romance/thriller/horror cuz idk i'm crazy ig.

Movies:
- The Joker or Joker? I should google it but oh well

I don't watch movies much sorry.

So my interests have changed a bit. Specifically, I listen to a lot more music and I read manga now. Maybe one day I'll start anime but we'll see haha. I'm really loving the shows that I'm finding as well.

Next is friends.

I'm not sure how much I talked about it but I'm not friends with the same people I once was. I think I may have called her "T" or something in this book. I love all my friends so much but if I had to choose my best friend it'd be her. I mean we've been friends for like 7 years so. Now I'm also friends with three "new" people. They're new to this book but I've been close friends with them for like two years now.
One of them likes BTS as well so we send BTS stuff to each other. The other is into anime and draws and we bond over being extremely introverted. The final "new" friend is into gaming and anime and we have almost nothing in common but he's awesome lmao.

Now life changes:

I'm in college. I am not like moved into a college or anything tho cuz im at a community college so I live at home. I'll be transferring next school year though.
I moved into a permanent home. Like my parent finally bought a house so we don't have to move around anymore.
We've been in a pandemic. Where I live, we've been unable to go to school or resume normal life at all since it began. So I've been in lockdown since March and I'm almost starting to really miss normal school. I do really badly miss being able to hang out with my friends too. But I am thankful to be in my position still, as some people have had a truly hard or tragic time.
Politically, I've changed a lot. I guess technically I haven't actually, as my views are closer to when I originally started this account. I'm not going into specifics (mostly cuz its really embarrassing lol) but lets just say I voted for Biden in the election. I did btw. Fck Trump.

Anyways, this is getting long but here's a basic idea of what I'm into now and what kind of person I'm becoming.

Thanks for reading!