Why? (Adam Banks)

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Warning: suicide attempt do not read section if you feel uncomfortable

Adam's POV

Today has been Three months sense Sam left me. I don't know how she's doing other than MTV did an interview with her and her dad, turns out he's a famous rock star from a band she loves, she must have been really happy to finally find out.

Charlie: are you ever gonna stop mopping about some stupid rock star ex girlfriend of yours for the rest of your life?
Adam: she's not stupid she's unique
Charlie: oh yeah then what did you call her when we were high school
Adam: HEY I said those things because I didn't want anyone to find out I liked her

Flash back

Sam's POV

I don't want to admit it but I have a huge crush on Adam Banks, I sit across from him in science and every time I look at him I couldn't but help blush

Adam: Sam your not focusing ya see me and Rick we smart
Sam: oh I am smart I just have more things to worry about
Adam: like what
Sam: like worrying about my crush finding out I like him
Shit shit shit what do I say
Adam: oh really and who is this crush
I look up from my paper and see Adam's pinky a few inches away from my face
Adam: I promise I won't tell anyone
(A/n this actually happened to me in my science class when I old crush sat at my table)

End of flash back

I remember those days where I had to hide like him but now I'm single and to be honest I like it that way I mean I have my three best friends and I now know who my dad is what else could go wrong

*ring ring

On call
Sam: hello?
Charlie: Sam
Sam: yeah this is her who is this
Charlie: its Charlie Conway
Sam: oh wow Charlie Conway how ya been
Charlie: ⚠️Samantha that's not important I think Adam is gonna commit
Sam: Charlie what are you talking about
Charlie: he's been saying that he won't  be here in a couple hours and says to tell you to take care of Ezra while he's gone and that he loves you so much
Sam: Charlie I think your being crazy ok
Charlie: Adam hasn't played a game in a month
Sam: I'm on my way✅

End of call

I know I said I don't love Adam anymore and that I enjoy being single but the honest truth is that I still love him and I want to spend the rest of my life with him

(Time skip)

I get to  Adam house and I run inside ⚠️ I see Adam holding I knife above his stomach

Sam: ADAM STOP DON'T THIS
Adam: Sam what are y-you doing here
Charlie: I called her
Adam: Charlie why couldn't you just let me be
Charlie: because Adam you can't kill yourself just because of something you did
Sam: Charlie let me talk to him ALONE

Charlie left the room

Sam: is ok if I come closer
Adam: yes
Sam: now tell me why you would do this
Adam: I just ca-can't do it an-anymore Sam after I cheated on you I realized that I did wrong and that I should have never done that.
Sam: I understand that Adam but losing me is not a reason to kill yourself✅ if I'm being honest with you Adam I still love you just as much as I did when I broke up with  you
Adam: you still love me
Sam: yes I do and I want to get back together with you that's if you want to?
Adam: of course I would love to get back together
But I have one question

I see Adam go down on one knee

Adam: Samantha Lilian Rows will you marry me
Sam: YES yes I'll marry you Adam

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First off I want to say thanks for reaching 1.14k reads on this book and second I finally updated but this story will soon be coming to an end

(8/13/22)
Hey y'all so I'm gonna edit some of the chapters but it won't be a big change