Some Feeling Poems

I'm Not Him

What crossed your mind to tell me that?

Was it the guilt that was eating you like a hungry rat?

The day that shone so bright suddenly seemed dark,

I wanted to slip away without leaving a mark.

My legs were telling me to run, but I stayed,

In the end, I was the one that paid.

One month of friendship, all a lie,

Just for one stupid guy.

The realization hit me like a huge cold wave,

Surrounding me in the coldest, darkest cave.

But still I faked a smile,

Which each step feeling like a mile.

Was it really just a lie, because of the other,

Am I really that much of a bother?

Maybe to you, I'm nothing greater than a discarded limb,

But I'm letting you know, I'm not him.

"When you see me, you see him. I am just a reflection in the soul's mirror."