Perfect Beauty (Perfect Series #1)

CHAPTER 3

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-meet the protagonist "Maleia CassandraAlvarez" :)

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Maleia's Pov

I woke up na super manhid yung katawan ko. White walls, that smell. Ugh, hospital. I don't know what happened basta ang naalala ko lang sobrang sakit ng ulo ko.

"Anak? Cassie?" Si mommy agad ang nakita ko pag mulat ko ulit ng mga mata ko.

"What happened mom?" I glanced at my brothers na lumapit din sakin.

"You collapsed, hon.  How are you feeling right now? May masakit pa ba?" Mommy's holding my hand.

Umiling ako. "Why is that mommy? Is it happening again?" I was looking at my mom intently. She knows what I'm talking about.

Mom didn't answer me. She glanced at my dad. I looked at my brothers for answers but umiwas sila ng tingin.

"Mom. Answer me. Is this about the amnesia thing again? Why? I've remembered everything right?" My eyes got wattery.

Yes, you heard it right. I have selective amnesia at the same time, major head injury but done with the surgery.

"We are still waiting for the doctor's diagnosis, anak. Don't stress yourself. Makakasama yan sayo." Dad said to me.

"Makakasama? Ako nga ang masama dito daddy! Everything happened because of me! You should've blamed me for what happened!" I broke down again. I am very sensitive with this situation. Sumisikip na naman ang dibdib ko.

"Maleia! Calm down!" Pinipigilan ako ni kuya Caleb. I was forcing myself to get up and nahihila na yung nga nakakabit sakin.

"It's all my fault, kuya! Ellie died because of me, our sister died because of me! I deserved this!" Nagwawala nako. I am trying to removed whatever attached to me pero pinipigilan ako nila kuya.

"Cassandra! Please stop! It's not good for you. Calm down!" Kaiser's trying to hold my face and made me look at his eyes pero I won't listen to them now.

"Clyde , call a doctor! Ohmygosh! Honey, Cassandra. Mommy's here. Relax please." Mommy's hugging me and umiiyak na siya. Everything is blurry na din dahil sa mga luha ko. My whole body is now shaking and it's getting harder to breath.

I successfully removed the dextrose and trying to get out of bed but I am too weak .

"It's my fault, mom. I should be the one who died, not Ellie. Ellie's too young , mommy. I am so sorry." Kumakalas ako sa kanila but they are too strong.

I heard the doctors and the nurses entered, my vision's too blurry. And nahihirapan akong huminga dahil sa pag iyak ko.

"Mom , dad. I am so sorry. Ako nalang sana. Okay lang sana if ako yung nawala." I cried at my mom's shoulders. She is crying , also. Paulit ulit akong nagsosorry sa kanila. Kahit wala naman ng magagawa yun, it won't bring back Ellie.

"Doc, she's having break down again. Please, help my daughter." My mom is hugging me tighter. While Kaiser is holding my hand.

"It's not good for her, Ma'am. Kailangan natin syang pakalmahin." Narinig ko nalang na sabi ng doctor. Felt my mom agreed to it.  Ramdam ko naman na may ininject sila sakin. After a  few minutes, nanghina ako lalo and I dozed off.

Bumabalik na naman sa isipan ko the accident happened 10 years ago.

Throwback

A week after my 7th birthday, my parents are busy again, and my brothers are busy in school activities even weekends.