* author's note* HI everyone :) I wanna dedicate this chapter to Louis and Eleanor. They were perfect. But its hard to understand that they have broken up. Haha in this novel Niall and Krystal have just broken up too.
And Zayn has left the band huh? :( Idk y but I think its unfair. I mean if he really wants to spend time with Perrie why cant she quit too? ( No offence ) It feels like he kind of abandoned the boys and their friendship. Yes. I'm a directioner but.. he wanted to not be in the spot light huh? See how thats working. I'm really disappointed in Zayn but I'm glad he did what he wanted to do. Maybe he's happy now.
Yeah so I don't care if Elounor broke up for real or Zayn left. I AM NOT GONNA REMOVE THEM FROM MY LIFE AND NEITHER FROM THIS FAN FIC.
And happy easter to you all!
Anyways fuck you, 2015! Lets share the pain together...
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I ran home and cried for hours. No, I didn't do the cliché ice-cream while watching a movie thing. Instead, I had a swing of whiskey.
For alcohol tastes better than tears.
I cant cry. He hates me that doesn't mean my life stops..or does it? I just don't care.
Having a shower, I changed into gold high waisted shorts and a black crop top paired with black pumps, a gold choker and put my phone in my nude purse and left.
Tears threatened to fall but I stopped them. No no I cant cry. I need to show everyone that I'm not weak. If he can move on then so can I. I cant just break down cause he dumped me. It wasn't his fault though.
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"What the fuck Krystal! Cant you ever stay out of danger?! Or do you like this happening to you! Look at your clothes. Stop pretending to be an innocent whore Krystal. Grow up. Not everyone in the world is nice! What if something had to happen and I had not to find you?" He yelled at me and began dragging me out of the club while everyone watched us.
"Let me go! I don't want to come with you. I don't care about me and neither should you.You said we're over now right? You have no right to tell me what to do! Get the fuck away from me! " I pushed him away. As soon as he left my side I stumbled on the steps but the cute security guard helped me down.
Damn I'm.Really.Drunk.
There were many flashes coming from around. The press.
*Earlier that day*
I told the cab driver to take me to any night club so he drove me to a club called 'Fabric'. Honestly, it was really cool. Perfect to get my mind off things. I swayed to the music for a long time before heading to the bar once again. Everyone here was so hot! The bartender, the waiter heck even the security guard! But none of their accents were as cute as Niall's. The bartender looked at me in concern but I just shrugged at him causing him to chuckle and then bring me 6 more shots.
8 o'clock on Friday night I'm still at home
All my girls just keep on blowing up my phone
Saying come on he ain't worth the pain
Do what you gotta do to forget his name
Now there's only one thing left for me to do
Slip on my favorite dress and sky-high leather boots
Check the mirror one last time
And kiss the past goodbye
What I'm really needing now
Is a double shot of Crown
Chase that disco ball around
Till I don't remember
Go until they cut me off
Wanna get a little lost
In the noise
In the lights
Hey bartender pour 'em hot tonight
Till the party and music and the truth collide
Bring it till his memory fades away
Hey bartender
YOU ARE READING
Living the Dream
FanfictieAre you the fangirl that daydreams of meeting Niall Horan and making him fall in love with you? I do that. All the time. And guess what? It worked.
