My Serotonin || Completed

Chapter 7-"Physics sucks"

-Present-

Completely exhausted I jumped onto my bed dumping my shoes and bag in a random corner of the room. I don't understand the prospect of school. The first day of senior year and I've already got my work piled up. While I was procrastinating over when I should do my homework, possibly never, my mother walked in. "Poppy, we are calling over Rhysand's family for dinner tomorrow. It's been a long time since we've talked to his parents."

 I shot right back up and my head started hurting from the sudden rush. My mom looked at me weird as she asked, "You guys are friends again, right?". I shook my head as a reply and she sighed, "You can't stay mad at him long kiddo, we both know you can't". I huffed as I said, "Why is everyone saying that, I can stay mad at him god." My mom smiled and told me to clean up a little as she walked out of my room. Deciding to take my mom's advice I showered and cleaned up my room a little when I finally decided to be productive for once in my life and attempt to finish my work.

After ripping the 10th page from my physics notebook because I got the sum wrong constantly I gave up. This is the only reason I will regret picking Doctor as my profession because of shitass physics. It's absolutely pathetic. I was at the verge of flinging my physics books and breaking all my pencils and I got a call from Aria. 

Hearing the annoyance in my voice she asked, "Physics is getting to you I see. I still don't get how you're in AP physics." I laughed as I said, "I'm the smartest and you know it. Can you help me out with the homework?". She laughed, "Poppy, you know I suck at physics more than you. I even dropped physics after Rhys left cause none of us were good at it." I sighed and said "Yea, I've barely been passing since then as well. Screw it, I'll figure something out.". 

Aria said "You still have his contact you know, you can still talk to him and ask him for help." I replied hastily, "No. I'll do it on my own bye ily". She gave me a sigh which sounded awfully defeated as she said "Ily 2 kiddo". 

Using the conversation as fuel I managed to finish my physics homework in 15 minutes flat. Of course I cursed everyone thru out the entire duration. Physics sucks. Feeling proud of myself I decided to treat myself to ice cream and went to my kitchen. I found my heaven. Strawberry Ice cream. This beautiful flavour deserves so much love, I don't get why people hate it so much. I watched as my sister walked in from her classes. My mom came to her at lightning speed as she helped my sister. 

To put in perspective. My sister is kinda like the chocolate of ice cream. Everyone loves her but awfully sweet and bitter when eaten too much. I'm the strawberry. The one who doesn't get enough love and is a perfect balance for a sunny day. A/N I know it doesn't make sense but bare with me here. I crawled back into my hole with my ice cream and watched netflix.

 At around 7, Mads called and asked if I wanted to go to a party. Without the slightest hesitation I replied hell yes and told her to meet me in an hour. Is going to a party on the first day of school good? No. Do I care? Absolutely not. I threw on a black skin tight dress over me and paired it up with my black denim jacket and put on some makeup as Amyra, Madison and Aria pulled over.

 Aria looked like the human representation of the face palm emoji and told me. "I can't believe you Poppy, it's the first day of school." I smiled at her and got into the car. As we rode in the car I heard Aria ask Mads and Amyra about their first day in school. Amyra had an animated conversation with Aria on literature when I tuned out their conversation. My thoughts drifted to the diner, to how everyone thinks I can'tstay mad at Rhy. 

I sighed in desperation when I realised they were partially right, I can't stay mad at him and it genuinely hurts me to stay so far away from him. I miss him. I miss us.

We reached the place and the party seemed to be at its epitome when Aria said hi to someone. I turned around to see Rowan and Rhysand standing there. I rolled my eyes at them and Aria and Rowan shrugged. I sighed and walked as I told myself that nothing is gonna ruin my mood to party today.

I made a beeline to the drinks, I really needed one after a shit long day and boy was I glad to see it. Chugging down an entire bottle, tipsy I roamed around trying to find some food and bingo I found chips and fries. Eating them down and drowning another bottle my head started becoming hazy. I don't remember the last time I got this drunk but I decided to hell with it.

Half sane I found Aria and she was yelling at me for getting so drunk I suppose. She always does. All of a sudden I found him standing next to Aria with concern filled in his eyes. My eyes burned when I saw it. The last time I had seen these grey eyes with so much love and concern towards me was 2 years ago. I wanted to yell at him, scream and punch him. Getting drunk now meant facing the reality of my thoughts. I chugged down another bottle and after that I lost track of everything that happened.

A/n boredom made me update again. so yay double update. Anywayss WE'VE HIT 150 YA'LL AYYYYY GGS. tysfm for all the love and views and comments genuinely. I'll put in the character aesthetics for Aria and Rowan in a few chapters. I'm still so excited and happy for all the love this book's been getting I can't thank you guys enough. I'd love it if ya'll vote and comment. again, Tysm.

                                                                        

uwu, pics are still not mine im gonna have to this every chap to prevent anyone from copyrighting me. all credits to pinterest and the owner of said post.

A/n from the future, your daily reminder to get 3 meals a day :)

~wid love from yours truly