𝓦𝓸𝔀, 𝓘'𝓶 𝓲𝓷 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 ~ 𝓚𝓵𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓹𝓱𝔂 / 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓶𝓪𝓷

.－ Ten // Jared －. (Rem;)

Jared's P.O.V (Remade)

Their both looking at me like I'm crazy. I guess so, I mean, I am going to some Halloween shindig that I've already told one of them multiple times I wouldn't go to. Michael grins so wide I think he might actually pull a muscle in his face.

"Great! So your both going?" I look over at Connor. Is he going? I guess it'd be better if he did. Everyone else is gonna be helping Michael throw some sort of insane revolution, or whatever the fuck. It'd be nice to have somebody to stand back and watch that with. "Yeah, um, I'm going." I can't help but smile at that. He smiles back. Michael goes to whisper something to Jeremy; definitely not a good sign. 

"Got something to share with the class?" I ask, deadpanning completely at them. "Nah, you two just work on what your gonna wear." I roll my eyes. "Probably casual clothes?"

"What? It's a party, Kleinman, come on!" Now I'm straight-up glaring at Michael. "You forced me to come to this corny-ass event, so I get to choose what I want to wear." He sighs. "Fine... At least I'll be able to find you in a crowd of people who are actually trying to dress up." 

"Sure. Whatever," And with that, I'm back to talking to Connor. "Your friends are..." I smirk, "Annoying? Yeah, I know." he gives me a small smile. I probably shouldn't have focused on it so much, but like, what the fuck. It was pretty. Every single time he smiles, it's pretty. If this is another crush situation, I'm going to barricade myself in my room and wait for fucking death. I've already done this, gone through that whole 'gay awakening' crush shit. And it fucking hurt, so why would I ever want to do it again? 

"You alright?" Of course I'm staring. Fucking shit. "Me? Uh, yeah, I'm good. What were we talking about again?" He laughs. It's really light and quiet. Damn. Damnit. Not again. I am not going through this again. "Your friends being annoying?"

"Oh, hell yeah. Y'know, Michael once forced me to buy him weed. Fucking dumbass couldn't even afford it cuz' he was skipping work to go get high with his--" I cup my hands around my mouth. "Boyfriend!" I yell. Michael glares at me. "At least I have a boyfriend."

"Fuck off." I look back at Connor. "Anyways, you kind of have to get used to their insanity. It's an acquired taste." I'm holding my backpack straps like it's for dear life. "I think you guys are pretty cool." 

"Cool enough to go to a Halloween Dance with, apparently?" I chime in. He nods. "I guess, uh. I just thought it would let me get to know everyone more, like I know this is gonna sounds weird, but you seem like the chillest one here. Kinda wanted to get to know you the most." Fuck. I push that entire thing out of my head. He. Doesn't. Like. You. God, I wish I could just tell my brain to shut the fuck up sometimes. 

"--A-and also the tickets, uh. Veronica spent a fuck-ton of money on them, so. I didn't want that to go to waste." Calm down. Just put on a smile and stop being a doof. "I guess so--" Before I can even remotely finish, the bell rings. I get up, and immediately start walking away. "See you tomorrow, maybe?" I hear a quiet 'yeah' back. Shit, did I leave too quickly? Why the fuck do I care? I shouldn't fucking care. Stop it, stop it, stop it. 

I walk to Chemistry, once again. And try to ignore all of that. All of this. Whatever the fuck is going on, I want to not be a part of it. But I am. It's me. Shit, it's me. I can't even focus on whatever the hell the teacher's saying this time either, because now I've got Connor stuck in my brain. I don't like him. I mean-- well, I do. But it shouldn't be like that. He's nice, and nervous, and sometimes a little bitchy, and sort of h-- Damn. I'm stuck with this now. I'm fucking stuck with the fact that I like him. That I fucking like him after two days of knowing him. God, I'm fucking terrible. 

Word Count : 751

Time : 11:11 a.m. (Make a wish!! Again!!)

Inspiration : Gud <3

P.O.V For The Next Chapter : EMO