𝓦𝓸𝔀, 𝓘'𝓶 𝓲𝓷 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 ~ 𝓚𝓵𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓹𝓱𝔂 / 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓶𝓪𝓷

.－ Six // Jared － . (Re;)

Jared's P.O.V (Rewritten)

Everything's just fucking back to normal after that. Well, mostly. Michael and Jeremy are off to smoke pot in a bathroom, and make out, or whatever else. Veronica's going to coding in, like, forty minutes. And Connor? I don't fucking know what Connor's deal is.

Once everyone starts to leave for next period and etc., he just sort of gets up, slings his shoulder bag on, and walks away. With how much I've seen him (In a he's-a-stalker kind of way, definitely) I thought he'd at least say bye. Or skip to follow me, or some shit. Maybe he still is. But I find it extremely hard to believe that watching me not pay attention at all in Chemistry would even remotely bring any person joy.

But, eh. Who knows. Maybe he isn't stalking me. Maybe I should just get over myself. What am I saying, of course I fucking should. He's probably normal. He probably just didn't see me and sat down at my lunch table, he probably was just being worried in an acquaintance sort of way when I came back so quick from 'doing schoolwork'. Jesus fucking Christ, was I just being egotistical or some shit? Thinking he was actually stalking me? Fucking dumbass, he just wanted to get to know me better, maybe.

And, honestly? The rumors about him doing crazy crap, running around like he was batshit crazy and craving drugs every second of the day? I'm starting to think their not true. At least not, like, completely? He doesn't act like the 'I'm gonna fuck you up, smoke crack, and skip class' kind of Connor Murphy that everyone labels him as. He acts more like Evan. I mean, he almost died. If that happened to me, I'd have a lot of thinking to do on my past attitude as well. 

Now, the question remains. Did I actually just fucking tell him off like he was the reject this stupid school's labeled him as? And even better. Did he fucking listen to me?

Of fucking course he did. He's trying to change and I just went full Jared-mode on him. Like fake asshat Jared-mode. See, here's the thing. I can be nice. I can be as sweet as Evan, alright? I would just rather not get attached to people, when those people can break our entire relationship depending on their true personality. And yes, maybe I'm still a little angry at him. Maybe I'm still getting over shit. But also, maybe, I just told off a suicide-victim who SURVIVED, and was trying to get BETTER. 

Y'know, like a fucking dumbass. Like a fucking asshat dumbass. I saw him leave the cafeteria. He did it, what, a minute ago? Is that too long? Fuck. I grab my stuff, say a quick 'bye' to the few remaining people at the table, and full-on sprint out the back doors. I turn left. He's not there, well, not exactly there. But then I notice something. That tree. I look over to it, and there he is, the dark emo mass. Talking with Evan fucking Hansen. I guess my wish came true. He's Evan's friend now, right?

All of the sudden, though, I can hear him yelling. He's yelling at him. Something about his sister being fucked after the whole Connor Project thing. Evan looks like he's apologising, saying some dumb shit to cover his ass. Then Connor turns, and stomps away, toward me.

"Uh, hey-" He stops. Shocker, seriously. He legitimately looked like he'd scare doors and walls out of his way. "What." I stare up at him. Damn height differences. "'M sorry for being a dick-- it's sort of like, how the fuck do I say this.. force of habit? I saw you talking to Evan, and, uh. I'd say just try and ignore him. I know what he did to you, and it was really shitty, so." He blinks, and stares back at me. "You, um. Mean that?" I can't help but put on a dumbass smile for him. "Of course, dipshit. Your part of the group now, and the motto is never leave a man behind. So get used to our friendship."

Word Count : 747

Time : 10:20 at night ; - ; Edited Time : 6:11 p.m. hehe

POV for the next chapter : Con!! :D KLEINPHY INSPO HAS STRUCK ME AHAHA

Inspo : Awesome! The Halloween part of this book is coming very soon, don't worry xd