I'm slowly crawling out of my depression. I don't need to write a diary to Ben anymore because I can talk to him. We've been a team for 4 years now, and we will always be a team. We will go through every challenge we face together because the fire of our love burns brighter every day.
He texts me every day before school saying he's thinking about me and hopes my day is amazing, and if anything ever happens he will wait for me and he'll never give up.
Throughout lockdown we've never failed to stop loving each other, and throughout this forbidden story we're fighting to be with each other. He wants to go to college with me because he'll be able to see me everyday (and McDonald's is opposite the campus so we can eat lunch together haha).
He said it killed him when he couldn't see me, and he hasn't been able to get me out of his head and so his engagement in learning has fallen. But now we're Ben and Eloise again, and we will be forever. I think we proved that we couldn't not be without each other haha.
This is my story.
I was depressed. I'm healing.
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Waiting for a Miracle
Non-FictionMy name is Eloise. What you are about to read is a diary of events in my life. A year ago I was forbidden from seeing my best friend, Ben, and I fell into depression. I decided to start writing a diary to him so he wouldn't miss out on everything I...