My name is Eloise. What you are about to read is a diary of events in my life. A year ago I was forbidden from seeing my best friend, Ben, and I fell into depression. I decided to start writing a diary to him so he wouldn't miss out on everything I...
Sooo if you've read my announcements here on Wattpad you'll know some freaky stuff went down yesterday. Basically I angered Satan, he was going to send a demon to attack me and God was going to protect me. I was scared that entire afternoon even though God said He was with me when it would attack and He would protect me and Ben.
I've been attacked before, with demons trying to rape me, possess me, etc. so naturally I was really scared when I saw the demon staring at me last night. Like...it was messed up and I have never been more scared. But fear makes demons stronger so I had to trust that Jesus would save me and the demon would pass over my head. But...it was just watching me. Waiting for me to fall asleep so it could attack. It was CREEPY. It had blue eyes that stared straight into me, intimidating me. It kept making dripping noises...like it was drooling or something. I was so scared but Ben was the best boy ever as usual, turned my gaze to God even though I was freaking out and we prayed together for the demon to be pushed back into the spirit realm. It went after that, and the noises stopped. We both felt safe and we knew God was with us and protecting us.
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Afterwards we kinda just ignored that there was ever a demon because we had God, He was wrapping a shield of peace and love around our houses, and so we weren't scared. And not being scared meant our conversation turned into this:
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Pretty much the most random conversation in all of history. xD
But after that we started talking and planning our future some more, like whose doing which chores, what we could do together, where we're gonna live (still don't know haha), who's gonna get rid of the spiders (I'm forcing Ben to do that while I hide on the bed hahaha), I told him it's his duty to get rid of the bees and wasps when they chase me haha, and we're gonna have a special little spot we walk to and have picnics or look at the stars and it's gonna be great.
When we were saying goodbye, Ben said he felt like something was missing. Like, something important he needed to tell me, but he had no clue what it could be. He said it made him feel more love for me but he still doesn't know what it is haha. So yeah he's trying to think of what he needs to say that's so important. xD
But I really can't wait until we're together again, because I miss seeing him so much and one day we'll be with each other every second of the day, wake up next to each other, care for each other when we get sick, support each other when we're stressed, and experience everything together. And what's even better is we're growing up together. Not everyone who marries gets to say they've known their partner for their whole life, and it feels somewhat special.
