Heyyy!
So I have a big update on the forbidden love with Ben thing. Today I wrote a letter to my mum pointing out how I feel that we can't see each other, arguing against her reasons that she told me and finding a solution to not affect them, saying about how much it affected us both and not just me, and gave her a compromise. We sat down and spoke about it. She seemed considerate of my letter, but soon she began to say she was sick and tired of Ben and doesn't understand why I want him so much. Of course if I told her I loved him and we want to spend our lives together, she wouldn't believe me and say it wasn't love. As usual. So I didn't. However, she said she wasn't going to say yes or no to my compromise. Not yet. My mum wants to bring Mike to Gareth and Nina's house without me and Ben around so they can talk about it. Gareth and Nina don't know me and Ben are forbidden to talk, they just think we don't talk anymore. Sooo they're gonna get furious hahaha. Nina describes my mum as a control freak which is very true. Nina wanted for years for mine and Ben's friendship to grow, so she was a little upset when she thought we didn't talk anymore. But nope, my mum just forbid it. So I'm very hopeful that Ben's parents will be on our side. I know my aunt is, since she is the one that predicted we will get married haha.
I don't know when they're going to talk, but I've told Ben and we are so hoping they will all decide we can see each other without being secretive. I really really hope that's the case, because then I can see Ben whenever I want and we will finally get to be open about our love and not hide it by texting in secret. We can be happy and spend time in person. But no matter what happens, we're still gonna be together in the future. No matter what.
I'll keep you updated on this situation!
Signing off,
Eloise :)
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Waiting for a Miracle
Non-FictionMy name is Eloise. What you are about to read is a diary of events in my life. A year ago I was forbidden from seeing my best friend, Ben, and I fell into depression. I decided to start writing a diary to him so he wouldn't miss out on everything I...
