Sweet

Twenty-Three

It had been two days since the last time you saw and talked to Suna. You tried contacting him but he wouldn't answer, you figured he was really upset with you and you knew he had the right to be. But you were a little upset as well that he didn't even bother texting you back or at least return your regards even in a curt manner. You'd take anything, but he gave you nothing. You knew this was your fault but him being stubborn and ignoring you instead of talking to you was slowly getting to you. You told him before that communication was key to long lasting relationships but it seemed like he didn't even remember it.

Wait. You guys weren't in a relationship.

You sighed at your reflection in the mirror. You didn't have any right to be upset since you two weren't in a relationship. You were both something but nothing official that you could call yours. Realizing this, you have come to realize why Suna didn't want to talk. He must've wanted more time to think and come to a conclusion once and for all. You weren't going to lie, that thought scared you. What if he didn't want anything to do with you anymore? Were all your moments together worth nothing?

You shook your head firmly, instead of thinking of that, you should focus on putting yourself together and resolving your unresolved issue. You gazed at your reflection once again, smiling a little as you whispered a short compliment to yourself. You looked at the clock and once you saw '7:12 am' staring right back at you, you knew it was time to go. With a heavy sigh, you grabbed your essentials and left the house.

Once you stepped outside, you spread your arms a little as you inhaled the fresh air. Clearing your mind, you started walking your way to your work.

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Suna bit his bottom lip as he stared at his phone. He just finished practice and he was in his car, about to go home. His thumb carefully glided on the screen until he pressed the message app. Closing his eyes shut momentarily, he finally got the resolve to open your messages and maybe respond to them. He knew he was being childish for ignoring you this long and acting as if he didn't have any intention to reply to you. But god damn did he try his very best to restrain himself from calling you a bunch of times. He just really wanted some time to think and to clear his mind.

He acted upon his feelings but he got nothing, how painful that was.

But after pondering about it, he realized he shouldn't be gravely upset with you. Since you didn't really reject him, you just asked for some time to probably prepare yourself- that too, he should've asked you what exactly you needed the time for. He should've talked to you calmly and listened to your reasons.

"Man." Suna sighed, feeling a little irritated with himself. He shouldn't have acted this way.

With gritted teeth, he read your messages one by one and slowly, his irritation died down, a sad smile drawing on his lips. His eyes immediately softened upon seeing that even though you were clearly a little upset too, you were still checking on him and told him to eat properly and take care of himself. Your messages were mostly asking him how he was doing or telling him to stay healthy.

And here he was, ignoring you.

"I sometimes don't deserve you, really." He chuckled bitterly as his emotions flooded his system all of a sudden. He missed you so much he felt like he was a withering plant without seeing you for two days. He missed your voice, your touch, your sweet scent, your laugh, your sarcastic tone, the way you hold him in your arms- everything about you.

If he were to be dramatic, he felt like dying without you.

With a determined heave of a heavy breath, he finally called you so he could finally see you again and apologize for everything. But minutes passed and you didn't answer him. He dialed your number once again but you didn't answer this time either. He looked at the time, 5:47 pm, he was pretty sure you were already off of work or about to go home. So he dialed your number for the last time to no avail. Fine, he would just see you directly.