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Cha.27 Alyssas wedding

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It was saturday, 5 days later and today was the wedding day.

I hadn't talked to Clay anymore after that argument in detention, and I didn't want to. I didn't know where our relationship was standing at this point.

We hadn't really broken up, just getting that long and needed break.

And if I was gonna be honest with myself, I didn't want to leave him. I still loved him deep inside, even though I didn't want to admit it to myself.

Karl had told me that if I still love him, then I should keep giving my best to make this relationship work.

He didn't want to ruin our relationship just because me and Clay was fighting about whos side to be on.

The difference is that I wasn't really on anyones side.

Both Karl and Nick had gotten different perspectives out of the whole situation, so I couldn't really hate on neither of them.

And I'm not gonna lie, I did cry that night after the detention argument.

I was wondering at this point if Clay even still loved me or if the relationship break was just an excuse to not make me feel as bad.

All of it still felt like a real breakup though. And that made my heart ache, my whole body not handling all the stress at once.

I was scared that I was going to get another panic attack like last time and end up at the hospital, so I tried not to think about it too much the last couple of days.

Until today, were I knew that Clay and his family was going to show up at the wedding.

I just had to ignore him the whole afternoon and everything was going to be fine.

"George! We are leaving in 15 minutes, can you go and get your sisters dress from the livingroom? It should be in a large package" my mom shouted from downstairs.

"Can't you get it?!" I shouted back, putting on my blue blazer.

"I'm busy fixing Alyssas hair!

I groaned, taking one last look in the mirror to check that everything looked fine.

Definitely wasn't trying to impress someone..

I sprinted downstairs, bringing the package to the hallway where my parents and Alyssa were.

"Can you open that thing for me darling and check that it's still in good shape?" My mom asked as she continued fixing Alyssas hair.

I ripped open the package, lifting up a big puffy and white dress.

"That's beautiful, just give the dress to your father and he'll take care of it! Now get in the car, we have to hurry"

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And here I was now.. At the church on the front row with my mom, next to Clays family and Clay himself.

I glanced at Clay a few times and I even noticed that he did the same thing to me when we got eye contact by accident,

But my expression soon turned from nervous to a sadden face.

It was now thats I realised how much I actually missed Clay. Neither of us had confirmed the relationship status and it made me anxious.