Hunter's Wrath (Completed)

Chapter 10

Warning: R-18. Read at your own risk.

Parted lips. Eyes fixed on the ceiling.

Tears fall from my eyes as I take him all in.

I never thought it would be like this. I was expecting him to be gentle. I was expecting him to make love to me and not just have pure sex. I was...I was hoping he'd treat me better... the way I deserved to be treated.

As I let him do me, my moans and cries merged into one. It was a painful fuck. He's a beast, the most ruthless man I ever knew.

When he thrust deep and rough, I gripped his arms and could hear the bed move. I can hear the sounds of our bodies. I almost scream when he shifts my position, making me lie on my stomach and turn my back toward him. Only half of my body was lying on the bed, while the lower part was elevated.

I groaned painfully when he violently grasp a handful of my hair before slamming himself inside me. A new set of tears began to pool in my eyes as I chose to bury my face in the pillow, crying.

Wala na akong pakialam kung ma-realize niya na umiiyak ako.

It's painful down there. I just gave my virginity to him, but what's more in pain right now was my heart. He always has the best way to shatter my heart into pieces.

I gripped the bed sheet when I felt my stomach twisting. No matter how I tried to search for it, I couldn't find it. I felt so weak until I felt his body tense and release all his load inside me.

Nanginginig ang katawan na bumagsak ako sa kama habang siya naman ay umalis sa pwesto at dumeretso sa cr. Maybe he's taking a shower now to clean himself up, dahil dinig na dinig ko ang lagaslas ng tubig.

The effect of the alcohol left me as I cried more. Even if I wasn't really that drunk, I know what I did. Ginusto kong ibigay ang sarili ko sa kaniya. Manhid na manhid ang katawan ko, at nanatili sa panginginig habang hindi pa rin maawat ang pagkawala ng mga luha ko.

Basang basa ang mukha na sinubukan kong bumangon. Pinulot ko ang mga damit at isa-isa iyong sinuot. Mula sa liwanag ng lamshade, I saw blood stain on the bed sheet. Anger rose in my face as I immediately pulled it. Bumubuhos ang mga luha na pinagtatapakan ko iyon at marahas na hinila patungo sa basurahan.

Lumabas ako ng kwarto at umiiyak na nagtungo sa kabila upang doon matulog. Pagkasara ko pa lang nang pinto ay unti-unti na akong napaupo sa sahig habang umiiyak. I badly want to stop, but I can't.

I gave him everything I had. Wala nang natitira sa akin. Kahit ang respeto ko para sa sarili ko. Gusto kong matawa sa malaking katangahang ginawa ko pero hindi ko na iyon mababawi. Hindi ko na rin pwedeng pagsisihan. I deserve this pain.

Bakit kasi sa dami nang mamahalin ko ay siya pa? Bakit hindi ko na siya magawang iwan? Bakit ayoko nang umalis?

Damn girl, it's alright.