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Lisa Pov
I woke up with an urge to pee so badly, but something  felt tremendously   wrong ...
Where am  I?
I inspected where I was , instead my usual white paint in the room , it was all blue . Naked woman posters were everywhere,  and an old wooden with paint peeling  desk stool in the middle of the place with a huge pile of torn  school books . Food wrappers and containers littered the floor with old moldy food stuck to it.
Not only was it very dirty   it smelled like a mixture of alcohol, cigarette and .... Chinese food? The only thing that was clean was a green apple febreze bottle on the side of the wall, standing again the wall just waiting to be used .
I grunted "where am i"!?
A light breeze passes through the window making me chiver. I grab on to the covers and my pyjama in my goal to warm myself up. To my dismay I realized that I completely naked ! My first reflex was to cover up with the few dirty sheets on the bed .
Why was I naked?
I looked around and noticed something that made my hearth stop. An about 19 year old boys was asleep at the far end of the bed . His well build torso was exposed. Did I just have sex with a fkn 19 year old !?
I gagged,  he could be my son ! My adrenaline suddenly kick in , I had to leave before he woke up ! As fast as possible I jumped of the bed and put on my dress . I tried to fix my hair to make it look less like I just did it with a teenager. Smoothing down my  hair , I put on my heels and ran out the door leaving no trace of ever being there .

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Traci Pov
We had been looking for Lisa for at least 1 hour. She had just disappeared somewhere .
"I'm going to call her again " announced Brittany reaching for her phone
"There's no use her phone is probably dead , and she's probably sleeping anyways " I told her .
Brittany nodded "okay"
"Guys "!
We all turned to the direction of the scream who belonged to Jessica .
"Let's go look up those stairs , we didn't go check "
Sundenly , as a weird coincidences Lisa came walking down the stairs the moment Jessica finished her sentenced .
We huddle around her to know everything that just happened .
"Where were you!?" We all hollered at the same time bombarding with the same exact questions .
"I" , um.....  fell asleep upstairs " She said not looking at any of us in the eyes
"What were doing upstairs"?
"I don't know , I was fkn drunk people " she snapped pushing us to give her space
"Are you alright "?
There was a pause and she took a breath "ya I am "
"Are you sure "?
She looked very tired , her hair was sticking out , and her eyes , her usual shinning happy  blue eyes seem to be sad .
"Yes" she nodded quickly
Too fast .
"I'm going home to sleep now , it was awesome hanging out with you " She said hugging each one of us quickly like she was hiding something .
I was going  to ask her what she hiding but decided against it . She's our best friend if it was something realy bad she would of told us right ?
RIGHT?

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I exited as fast as possible from the house . I felt sick , anxious , horrible , mad , scared , and worst of all I felt like the worst girlfriend to exist . I stumbled into my car and slammed the door shut . I drove till the nearest Mcdonald parking , so I could have a place to cry away from he public .  I stopped the car and just sat there for few minutes , and just thought about what happened in a matter of 6 hours .
-I cheated on Shane
-I had sex with a 19 year old
-He didn't use a condom so I might be pregnant with his baby
-Our wedding was 2 days away

The weight of everything , we're like knifes in my gut. Everything I though of it , it seem that it would sink deeper . Tears started stinging my eyes , and next thing you knew a million tears were flying down my face at the speed of lighting . I gripped the steering to keep my balance , "No this couldn't be happening "!

"I'm sorry to announce to you my dear , Lisa it's very true !"

I screamed "get out Tiny " I started to bawl and started to hit the steering wheel making hit honk . People started giving me looks, I didn't care . I just ruined my relationship with the love of my life.
More tears hot tears  escaped from my eyes , I couldn't stop them .

"It's technically your fault Lisa "

I tried to wipe some of my tears but just managed to wipe my mascara across my face.
"What did I do to serve this "? I cried
I hicupped , and tried again to wipe my eyes . My head was pounding .

"Why did Shane come with you in the first place ?"

I gulped "how about you shut the fuck Tiny" with that I started the car and rushes out of the Mcdonald parking area.

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Shane Pov
I heard keys turn in our lock . Lisa must be home ! I got up from my green chair  , saved what I was editing  and walked out to meet her . It was the last time I would see her  before the wedding , my family had a tradition that the Saturday before the wedding I couldn't  see Lisa. I was already pushing it I was sepose to be  at my mom's house now , but I wanted to say one last goodbye to Lisa.
I crept quietly to the door to sneak up on her .
"HI LISA"! , "I MISS-  I stopped in the middle of the sentence.  Lisa had turned around and I caught a glimpse of her face.
"What's wrong babe" I stuttered astonished
Instead of waiting for an answer I grabbed her and gave her a long tight hug . She put her head on my chest and  I carefully stroked  her hair . We stayed in this position till she  pulled away uncertain .
I wiped a tear from her face "you own me an explanation "
"I'm just nervous for the wedding , and I feel sick " she murmured . I looked at her eyes , even when she would lie you could tell by her eyes , and right now her eyes looked beaten down , dead . Should I believe her ?
"Did the spirit come back " I asked her grabbing her hand "please tell me the truth Lisa , you know I love you no matter what ".
"No , actually" she huffed "yes". A tear rolled down her cheek landing perfectly on her dress . Even when she was crying she looked stunning .
"Why didn't you tell me "? I asked her softly
"Now , I have to tell you everything that happens to me ? "
"What are you my mom " she spat
"Lisa , I'm just trying to help ". I whimpered
"Try again "!
"Lisa"... I began
"Just go to your mom's house alright ? " she shrieked
I ran my finger across her hand , but she jerked away . Rage filled her eyes .
"Lisa please "
She  stared me "leave before I cancel the wedding "
Her words struck me hard and made me choke on my breath . I opened and closed my mouth, not wanting to make things worse .
I reached for the doorknob , and looked one last time at her
"Just promise me you'll be fine , ok? "
"I'll be fine " she answered coldly and slammed the door in my face .
I had officially been kicked out of my own house .

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Holy fuck there's going to be a shisa podcast nsjbfbcjshsndocjdn. Don't mind me here while I put my feelz in a blender , because that's probably going  to hurt  my feelz less then the shisa podcast! !!

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