You make loving fun (shisa fanfiction)

Broken Heart

Shane Pov

When I was in 7th grade , I remember we were in biology studying pig hearths. My teacher , Sir Devon , had explained to us that some pigs can literally die from a heartbreak. A part of their heart temperately enlarges , which causes a lack of blood being pumped causing hearth attacks and sometimes death. Sir Devon also told us this was possible in humans too. If Sir Devon was in fact telling the truth , I was doomed , well to be specific my heart was doomed . How can such a tiny organ cause so much pain ? This tiny thing situated comfortably in back of my rib cages was making my whole body ache , it even seem that his usual joyful thumping turned into a slow agonizing beating . I googled how to cure this sickness, what came up was totally false. It was very obvious that the doctors had never had a broken hearth. The only thing that could fix it was her , not some pills or doctors. Wistfully, unlike all the other treatments she coulnt be bought at the nearest pharmacy she was unique . She was also gone ,deparded, she was past. All the words as mournful as the next one . She might as well be dead , it wouldn't change a lot at least I could see her at her funeral. The most horrible thought of all of them was the fact that in a few years from now she would have a boyfriend. Handsomer , funnier , nicer , overall better then me . I would just be a distant memory . She would have a beautiful family , a cute child , a caring boyfriend , an immense house , an incredible job .... all of a sudden I felt large , hot tears coming down my face . I scrunched up my face trying my best to stop but it was like someone turned a "tear" faucet in my brain . The tears came down in enormous masses without a warning . Next thing I knew I was on the ground , my clothes soaking wet from the damped tears , I was breathing heavily , I tried my best to catch my breath , taking small breaths . I clenched and unclenched my hands trying to distract myself . With no results , I climbed trembling on my bed because of how hard I was crying .I layed my badly messed up hair on the pillow and closed my eyes wishing to wake up hours later realizing this was all a bad dream .

Lisa Pov

I stopped inched above my arm before I could harm myself with the needle. My hearth was beating fast , and my vision was going blurry . Was I seriously attempting to self harm ? I gulped and rubbed the spot where I would have jammed the needle in my arm . I then proceeded to throw the needle across the room , to alleviate the guilt I felt in my stomach .

"To bad you didn't harm yourself you were so close" I heard the unpleasant voice whisper in her high-pitch tone . Her voice slithered through my skull making my head pound. The moment I recognized her mocking voice a chill ran trough my body . She was the last person I needed at the moment . I collected all the courage I could muster and with my most menacing voice I shot at her

'"What the hell do you want, do you not see how much I'm already hurting at the moment " Proving to her I was weak was definitely not the best plan. She was completely feeling off my negative energy and thoughts . Even tho Tiny did not have an existent face and body and I could imagine smile . Her smile reaching across her face while she licked her lips in anticipitations of her future meal .

'Please leave I beg you"

"But Lisa dear I cant" her excited voice squealed

I was scared to here her answer.

"Why"?

She chuckled , then giggled , then down right howled with laughter .

"Lisa I am you"

"What?"

" Its simple Lisa, I am your mind, you created me "

Author Pov

*Dramatic music

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