We're all a little fuck up inside

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Shane Pov

After the incident with Lisa , I couldn't fall asleep . It had shaking me up a lot , she had ensured that it was just a little nightmare , but my conscience was telling me it a lot more then that . I didn't understand why she couldn't trust me with watever it was , I would never judge her ... She was asleep next to me ,whatever she was dreaming of must have been pretty awesome because she had a huge smile plastered on her face. Seeing her  happy made me happy , I almost forgot about my huge headache . I stroked her hair , wishing for everything to be okay again . Just 2 days ago we were smiling happy, and now we're in pain filled with sorrow . It's special how quickly everything could change in 1 day , almost like magic . I got up from the bed , stepping over Corny , so I could go get my pain killers on the counter top.  I filled up the a cup of water and quickly swallowed the red pill. I checked the time, it read 2:31 am . Might as well do something productive since I  can't sleep. Slowly trying to make no noise , I crept to my office and shut the door. I knew the doctor had mentioned no internet or what not, but I felt bad leaving the wedding all to Lisa . Turning on the computer ,I surveyed what I had to do style, invitations ,decorations,  book photographer , buy tux , find the roles for everyone, the food and the most important of all the vows.

I scratched my head , "where to start"?

The vows, opening word I started thinking . The vows I knew were going to be the hardest part of it , there were so many things I can say about Lisa , but where to even  start !?

I Shane Lee Yaw , take you Lisa Sh

"No , to simple , I thought pressing delete .

I take you to be my best friend and loving partner , and my true love

The words were finally coming to me , smiling I though maybe it won't be that hard ...

****

"SHANE"!? yelled Lisa

I woke up slowly, realizing I had fell asleep next to the computer , typing the vows .

Stull fuzzy from waking up I mumbled "yes?"

"Shane you can't go on the computer !!!!" She yelled making my head troube

"I wasn't " I mumble still confused by being waked up so abruptly

"Ugh, Shane do you think I'm fkn  stupid " she snapped "Why are you asleep next to the computer "?

"Ummmm. ..." I did have to finish that  sentence that she angrily let the room slamming the door behind her.

I quickly saved what I did , and chased after her . I found her , sitting down  chewing on he all grain bread with her phone on her lap.

"Lisa ", "I'm sorry, I should listen to the doctor "I mumbled like a little kid

She turned around , obviously annoyed

"What were you even doing on the computer?!"

"The wedding" I said taking a seat next to her

The fact that I was working on the wedding made her smile

"Shane , you have to have self control , if you want to get better soon" she replied

"Did you take your pills yet "she asked

"I'll go now , don't worry " I said kissing her on the lips

"Good" she got up to make coffee

I headed to the washroom to take my pills. 

"At what time are you going to work?" I asked coming back to the kitchen

"Soon " She a answered sipping on her black coffee  "Are you sure your okay by yourself "?

"Ya" , "and Drew's coming anyways"

She nodded  "I should go now , you know with the LA traffic"

"Go luck cunt " I cried in my Shanaynay voice

She smiled "Later asshole " she said opening the door

And just like that she was gone.

****

"Drewwww"I yelled from across the room

(I had given Drew keys to our house in case something happened )

He entered my house carrying a box of cupcakes

"Guess what daddy brought ! " He exclaimed shoving the box in my face

"Fuck, it smells good" I cried grabbing the box

"I bought them in honour of your awesome proposal" Drew said

"Living for the cupcakes thooooo " I said smelling the delicious smell

I dropped the cupcakes on the table and we're we both sat down .

"Someone is feeling better"? Drew a asked reaching for a chocolate cupcake

"A bit , actually " I said picking a red velvet cupcake "but my head still hurts like a bitch  "

"Uh huh " Drew bit in his cupcake , making the icing drop down his face

"So, when's the wedding"? He asked

"June 24" Lisa had told the details last night "and your  my  best man btw" I said casually

"Realy"!? Cried Drew spitting out peices of his cupcake

"Ya" , "your my "bff"  " I said in an overly girl voice

"Thank you ", "Loveeee you cunt"

And we went in for the gayest hug ever.

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