You make loving fun (shisa fanfiction)

Wedding pt 2

Lisa Pov
"Lisa wake up " my mom sang shaking me
"What is it mom ?" I scoffed tired "it's  7 o'clock "
"Lisa" she sat next to me and  grabbed my two shoulders "it's your big day"!
I faked an exited smile "it's true" faking my excitement "yay"
"Go take your shower I'll prepare what you need darling " my mom said getting up .
She was already in the pretty grey / black dress . Her blond hair was curled very nicely .
"Mom you look so beautiful " I said admiring her .
"Thank you love" she  answered "now go take your shower , there's not time to waste "!
I obeyed my mom and trudge to the washroom scared of the upcoming day.

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I shed  some tears again in the shower . I was a failure and I knew it . Tiny sertenly knew it , she nagged me about it all day long , not counting all the insult she shot at me. I was a liar , stupid , dumb , mistake . Why would Shane want to marry me anyways ? What did he see in me ? I saw nothing but a long dark tunnel filled nothing but with sorrow . He was my candle .And I was in need of light right now , but like an idiot I blew the flame an threw the matches away .
"Lisa " my mom called from the other side of the door "are you alright "? I gulped "yes mom " . Wow , I was on a lying streak . I shut of the water and climbed out the shower , vapor filling the room . I stared at myself in the foggy mirror but saw nothing but blur .
"Thank god honestly "

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I put a pair of underwear and bra , and dried my hair .
"Are you going to curl my hair first "? I asked my mom . My mom was a hair dresser so we didn't have to go to a professional hair dresser .
"Put your dress on first "
I put it on and couldn't stop admiring how divine it was . I was having trouble closing it , I had gain weight again !
"Fat fuck"
"Mom" I choke back tears "can you help me"?
"What's wrong Lisa?"
"I can't fkn close it "
"I'm coming " she said approaching me . She pulled full strength to close it , she stopped to take a deep breath "Lisa you should have took a larger size"
"Mom you can just say I'm fat " I said bluntly
"Lisa , no" she stroked my arm "your perfect size"!
"That's what you say to fat girls " I complained annoyed

"Exactly , you"

I bit my lip from quivering , and tried to keep my tears inside . My mom tried again and finally managed . I stared at myself in the mirror and almost burst into tears "it was so visible how much I had gained weight " .
"Here Lisa , come sit over here " she said coaxing me "so I can do your hair . I followed and sat on the wooden chair . She worked quickly and quietly doing my hair
"Mom " I broke the silence
"Yes" she said a pin in her mouth
"Are people going to notice how much weight I gained"?

"Of course "

"What weight ?" She lied
I rolled my eyes "C'mon mom don't lie to me , please be honest "
"All I can say is that you get old your metabolism slows down ,  it's perfectly normal "
That wasn't the answer I was looking for but I just shook my head like I was agreeing with her.

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"Oh my god" Theresa yelped "I'm lost for words , your like a goddess " she stammered "I wish I was that stunning when I was younger "
"I'm sure you were momma Dawson "
"Not even close sweetheart "

"Their lying "

Waiting for the limo I scrolled trough twitter and instagram . I laughed #shisawedding2k18 was trending,  we're so full of our self . My feed had also been bombarded by shisa collages for the wedding . I like a few when the limo came . We walked out the house and into the limo . I took a seat close to the window , windows helped me think .

"Wow your the worst girlfriend,  you should kill yourself !"
"Shane had been waiting for this wedding all his life and you come and ruin it what a hoe"
"Lisa should run away from the wedding as soon as you have a chance "
"Honestly poor Shane "
"Run!!!!"
"Never come back"

Tiny seem to be exceptionally energetic today but what if she was right ? I ruin Shane's life , who did I think I was ? I started panicking , I couldn't marry him ! I could never do such a horrible thing, it seem so wrong ! Next thing I knew I was walking out the limo , people were hugging me and telling me I was beautiful . Their compliments were only buckets of water compared to Tiny forest fire. I was barely acknowledging them , and replied the same dull answers every time . No one seem, to see how I realy was .

"Because no cares about you Lisa"

And for the first time in a while I believed Tiny. Why would any one care for an disgrace full human being such as me ? The time seem to be ticking faster and faster . Sundenly I was next to my dad , and everyone was in a neat line . I took a deep breath

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Author Pov
The italics are Tiny people just sayin. I'm sorry if it's complicated lol.