Guardian Angel

Forth Baramee

"W-what are you doing?" asked Beam. His voice trembled. He was also shaking and pale.

***Flashback***
"Hey, Phi! Stop making my boyfriend cry!"

Phana, Kit, and Beam are stunned, not understanding what is going on. Grant and Wine laughed.

Grant flicked Forth's forehead lightly. "You made us fly for six hours just because you fell off your motorbike, you little brat!"

Beam gasped and glared at Grant while rubbing Forth's forehead. "Phi! You can make Forth hurt even more!"

Wine widened then he laughed amusedly while pinching Beam's cheek gently. "Oh, you're so adorable, Nong handsome. I don't know what's wrong in your brain until you love my ugly little brother."

Forth pouted. "Don't touch him, Phi! He's mine. Go get yourself a lover, will you!" Forth snapped. 

Grant glared at him. "Let him be, Wolfie. You have so many things to do now. Get everything right! I'm going to keep you locked in the dungeon for a year if you can't take him home with you at the end of the term. You'll see! Pop and Mom won't be able to protect you, because Phi Torn has already spoken to Granny and Grandad."

"Don't forget your car keys, Nong Wolfie. We will take it down if you failed," added Wine with a wink at Forth.

He turned to Phana and smiled gently at him. "And you Nong the giraffe, I think there's a lot I need to talk to you about. Don't you think, Phi?"

The question was directed to Grant, who miraculously blushed.

Beam is speechless as Grant and Wine carry Phana and Kit out of the room, leaving him and Forth behind.
***Flashback end***

Forth gripped Beam's hand tightly. He was afraid that Beam would leave if he let go of his hand. "Baby, please, listen to my explanation first. Don't be angry anymore, Baby, please? I decided to ask my two sisters for help because I..."

"I ask you, what were you doing on that road?" Beam snapped, interrupting Forth's words. "Why did you come to the beach just to leave food for me to Phana, then leave without greeting me and cry like a fool on the street?"

Forth was stunned. He looked at Beam with teary eyes. "I ... don't want to ruin your mood because I'm there," Forth said sadly. "I just wanted to see you for a moment at that time, to get rid of my longing feelings. However, seeing you there made me miss you even more and I'm afraid I can't help myself when I'm close to you."

Beam squeezed Forth's hand. His tears spilled. "You are so stupid, Poom... (sob) ... you scare me... (sob) ... how could you have the heart to do that to me... (sob) ... (sob) ... I'm afraid to lose you... (sob) ...."

Forth couldn't hold himself back anymore. He grabbed Beam's body in his arms. They hugged each other in an awkward position, because Forth's left hand was still attached to the IV line.

Beam shoved his face into the crook of Forth's neck and sobbed there. Forth stroked Beam's back and kissed his hair. How he missed Beam so much.

"I'm sorry, Baby, will you take me back? I promise I'll never make you angry again, for any reason," Forth whispered against Beam's neck. "I'm going crazy this past month. I can't live without you anymore, Baby. I love you so much and I can't go through those hellish days anymore."

"I love you too, Poom, but I'm scared. Something like Kenny might happen again in the future, and that's because you're not only Poom to me, but you're a Jamorhnoom too. You have power, wealth and reputation, many will try to keep us apart. because they think we're not worth it or because they think they can bring you down through me. I'll get you in trouble, because I'm nothing to ...."

Forth landed his lips on Beam's. He sucked on Beam's lips and stuck his tongue out half forcefully, looking for Beam's tongue to dance with.

They kissed intensely and Beam moaned softly inside Forth's mouth. He gripped the collar of the Forth hospital gown.

Forth broke his kiss from Beam and moved his lips to Beam's neck and ears. "Never say you are not worthy of me. From all of the people in this world, only you are the most worthy of me. I am a Jamorhnoom, so why? If you want me to put your name behind mine so that you feel lighter, then I will change my name to Forth Baramee. How's about that?"

Beam moved his body away from Forth and looked into Forth's eyes. He chuckled and kissed Forth's lips. "I'm still a student and don't have much money to make you change Jamorhnoom to Baramee. I heard the administration fee is very expensive."

Forth brought Beam's hands to his lips and kissed the backs of Beam's hands gently. "You forgive me?"

Beam squeezed Forth's hand. "I've forgiven you ever since Posh told me everything."

"Then, we can be together again, right?"

"Yes."

"Forever?"

"As long as you want me."

"I've always wanted you, Baby. And you know how to change my name fast?"

"Hm? How?"

Forth grabbed Beam's face with both hands. He pressed his lips to Beam's and spoke softly. "Marry me, Doctor Baramee."

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