Leave Me [h.s] (On hold)

Zayn.

It's pretty obvious that this isn't an actual update, because it's kinda clear that I'm too sad to focus on writing right now.

You guys know that Zayn has left One Direction. I've known for 12 hours and the initial pain of it all is still so real for me.

Zayn has been, and clearly still is, a major part of my life and who I am as a person. I love him dearly, and I want him to find his happiness. I will support him in whatever he does, because I owe him that. I owe him everything.

I keep thinking that this isn't real, that's it all a dream or a joke or something of the sort. But it's really not, and I don't know how to cope with that.

I'm going to stay away from writing for a little while, seeing as Zayn is a big part of both of my fanfictions. It is going to be difficult to write about him knowing that he's left the band. But I'm not going to end the stories of course.

Zayn will continue to be an important part of my daily life and my love for him will continue as it always has been.

I am here for any of you, I know I don't have a massive following on here or anything, but I'm still here. You can contact me on Instagram or Twitter whenever you want. Both of my names are in my bio.

I love you guys very very much. Please stay strong.