𝐎𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐲 [Saiki x Male! Reader]

XIII

[Y/n] [L/n] P.O.V

i was laying on the hard floor of my home. i was finally starting to drift asleep when it hit me with a cold sweat.

"he knows i have a crush on him!!"

i sat up and put a hand over my mouth. oh god he knew this whole time?!

i could feel my face starting to heat up.

all of the weird things i thought when he was near started flooding into my head like a tsunami. oh god. i'm such a creep. . .

when he went to my house i called him cute and he started choking!!

when we were at his place i thought "Saiki is so cool he probably thinks i'm weird," i thought that and he heard it!!

oh god. now that i'm actually paying attention to it, i call him cute a lot. i'm so creepy.

it's fine though right? it has to be! if he knew and he still stuck around me that means it doesn't bother him, right? right?

as dumb as it sounds, i care about Saiki's opinion of me a lot. if he thought i was creepy and stopped hanging out with me i would be devastated.

he never showed any kind of disinterest towards me. maybe it's fine? yeah, i'm sure it's fine.

it didn't matter if it was fine.
i didn't sleep at all.
i'm so tired.

i can feel myself starting to fall asleep but i tried to stay awake.

my head starts to drop on my desk. i can hardly think.

just stay awake. . .these notes. . .they're important. . .

OW!! the hell was that?! i sat up and put a hand on the back of my head. it felt like i got shocked? i turned back and immediately looked at Saiki.

the hell was that?! "electrocution. stay awake, we have a test tomorrow."

it's still so creepy that his mouth doesn't move. "i heard that."

i turned and looked back up at the teacher and started to take notes again. that hurt y'know. "that was barely a pinch. i can do a lot more then that." and i thought Toritsuka was creepy.

"don't compare me to him." pay attention, we have a test tomorrow. he stopped replying, guess i won.

either way i tried my best to take my notes. i swear this teacher purposely talks monotoned,
it's like she wants me to fall asleep.

i have good grades and flunking this test would ruin that so i have to stay awake even if i got no sleep last night. a nap would be nice though. . .

OW! jesus quit zapping me!!

"stay awake."

why do you care anyways? it's not your test that'll go down. "stay awake in class and you can sleep in my bed again. you clearly need it."

don't judge my sleeping habits Saiki it's not my fault and you know it!

it's still so odd to me that i don't even have to speak to converse with Saiki.

considering this has been a thing for him his whole life he's definitely used to it by now, but it's still weird to have my classmate randomly start making sarcastic remarks to my own thoughts.

if i go to sleep at your house you'll have to walk me home again. it gets dark so let me sleep.

"you are aware i can just teleport home, right?"

. . . well i know that now. i guess it is easier to teleport then it is to walk in the dark.

that's probably how he got home last time now that i think about it.

"quit overthinking my abilities and take the notes." oh right we have notes!!

well, i guess having those sarcastic remarks can be a little helpful.