gifts from god | jensoo

Hate You? No. | Chapter 19

The pain on the back of my neck wasn't easy to ignore. The couch wasn't the best place to sleep. Look at me sleeping on the couch when I have a whole ass bed just for her.

I got up and stared at the clock. It was 4 a.m, why were the bathroom lights on?

I rubbed my neck as I went to check it out. Loud gagging noises came from the toilet, and then I suddenly remembered that I had her over, and she was drunk.

I hurried into the toilet to see her head in the toilet bowl.

Instinctively, my hand went to her head to pull her hair back so her vomit wouldn't get onto her hair. I squat down and patted her back, "Let it all out Jennie."

Ugh. My mouth tastes bitter.

She continued puking for a bit more before whipping her head back, "Ugh..."

I got the cup I used to gargle by the sink and filled it with some tap water before handing it to her, "Gargle."

She does as told obediently before sitting on the bathroom floor, "My head..."

I lifted her off the ground and carried her bridal-style out of the bathroom into my bedroom. She had her eyes almost shut the whole time. She's probably having a horrible headache too, so it's fine if I did this.

Why am I flying?

She looked at me and cracked a warm smile before throwing her hands over my neck to hold on tightly, "You're stronger than I thought."

I didn't respond. I didn't know how to. Her fingers ran down my neck, then up to my jaw. She needs to stop touching me like that, because I could feel the shivers shooting down my spine.

Jennie's eyes shut again, "You're so hot Jisoo..."

I brushed it off again. Alcohol talking. Nothing I should take seriously.

I gently laid her down on the bed, but she didn't release her hold on my neck, causing me to hover just above her.

I was staring down at her, and she was looking back at me with red cheeks.

I didn't know how to react. I couldn't even move. I just wanted to stay put, stay in this moment and made sure she went back to sleep.

Her eyelids fluttered slowly before she smiled again, "You're gonna hate me after this..." Don't do it.

Please don't do whatever you're planning to.

Just don't.

Jennie leaned upwards, and she places her lips gently upon mine, causing me to lose my breath. It was so short, so abrupt, but it still made me weak in the knees.

Electricity coursed through my veins, and my whole body was tingling from our point of contact. Her lips were soft, and I could still taste the hint of alcohol left on her lips as we kissed.

It felt like a heated blanket on a cold night, a scarf around my neck during winter— it was comforting, and it felt so nice that I could barely wrap my head around the fact that she kissed me.

Then she pulled away, taking my breath away with her as she laid back onto the soft pillows and got comfortable.

She released her hold on my neck, leaving me to tingle away alone, looking at her, eyes shut and about to drift back to sleep, while I, had my eyes wide opened, unable to get over the fact that I...

Liked the feeling of her kiss.

I pushed myself off, and turned around swiftly before shutting my eyes forcefully to collect myself.