What comes around, goes around like a hoola hoop

Be Careful

She lied about she will never act the same ever again but I was a fool to believe that she would change. Especially when she said she wanted to change as a person by all means for 2021 no matter if she kept talking shit lies behind my back at times even without mentioning my name.

5 months ago when she started drama for the exact same excuse, she also proved she lied to all of us about not doing narc things ever again. Which means, she fooled us all and I'm honestly sorry to say so but I have to because the case is extremely hard to handle.

I know she started this again because she decided she doesn't like me having fun with her or mine stuff (bro were you afraid I would take the throne from you as though you're a queen and I'm a slave???) even though I gave credits for everything yet destroy our boundaries. She is the one who didn't respect them at all. She is the one who never respected me within those actions. She also didn't like me having fun and being with people who treated me better than her.

It wasn't me who didn't respect her. Also, no matter what, she would always try to force people to respect her while she never did anything to achieve the respect of the people who she wanted to force to respect her. Just like she did to me.

And you know, it's a selfish act trying to force someone to respect you while you proved you don't deserve it with plenty of unethical actions being done such as calling names, invalidating someone else's words, turning people against someone and many more.

Which are also selfish acts to be done. If you want someone to respect you my girl, you should not treat everyone who's not at fault (for your behavior),like trash in general just because you say or do so and just because you're asking your 'friends' to do as you tell them.

yet expect your victims to respect you as if you're in the right path and as if they are in the wrong path. That also proves you're a brat who wants everyone and everything to become hers! Just like you proved how much of a hypocrite and liar you are.

So I suggest you to stop accusing me and now, any other person who's not at fault for your selfish behavior and acts YOU CHOSE to become and CHOSE no Myrtle, no Despina, no Konni, not any other person is at fault for what YOU'VE DONE! None of your victims is at fault for what you chose to do and say!

You don't care about my boundaries, don't want me to move on, don't want me to become better than you are, fine! You don't want me to have friends, fine! You don't want me to be safe, fine! You don't want me to stand up for myself, fine! You don't want me to be improved and always be on my way to pull me back, fine! But NONE gives you the right to make these wants of yours reality. Even if you had a thousand rights to do whatever you've done so far, you should have dealt with this in private and think of a solution.

Plus, you've done terrible things that brought yourself into hard situation yet you didn't have the right in the first place to make them a you made a reality the threats you've put on me first.

Which were 1) You'll tell everyone in public anything you knew about me even if you'd need to spread lies about me if I told the truth about your true colours (then you deleted the messages so I don't have proof of you saying it), 2) When you accused me of copying and stealing from you(like you always did anyway even when we "we're friends" but in fact you never wanted me for a friend but for someone to start blame games on and use them as your narc supply) put a threat you'd embarrass me in public but then you claimed you didn't do it because you claimed you "respected" me while you never ever ever respected me because if you respected me, you'd never treat me like how you did already. And I wouldn't need to come through this pain YOU intentionally caused me first. And I wouldn't need to pass through this for 3 LONG YEARS because of you in conclusion. Especially if you were a REAL FRIEND you wouldn't do this. What you did is called NARCISSISTIC ABUSE. Which is what you CHOSE to do. And none's at fault for this sick choice of yours girl. BUT YOU!

And you wanna know something else? I'm not afraid of you. I never was. And even if you like it or not, I'm not alone anymore and I'm never going to be just because you wished for it. I'll be forever even on the side of everyone who you abused too and I don't care what you'll say!

And I don't care how many things you'd take advantage of to start calling me and everyone names for your petty excuses to be validated. I'll always run away from you since you proved me you are a person I should be running away from. Why? In hope I'll save myself from YOU!

After all, calling us all names doesn't prove us how much of a toxic person you keep being and how far your abuse from worse can get. Also, it proves we do good by keeping distance from you so we can save ourselves from such people like you!

We have had enough! So stop trying to play games you already lost I'll never gonna win no matter might know that we are right but you are just too selfish to admit it. Especially too selfish to admit your true colours until someone doesn't follow YOUR orders you wish of them to follow. I'm sorry Delta, but our friends are not puppets to control the way we want when we want them to fulfil our enjoyment and when they set you boundaries, you manipulate them into believing they're bad for you and they suddenly "traumatised" you in any way shape or form while you actually did better, continue living your own life, take out your so called stress, play blame games, but not on me or anyone else who's not at fault for how far from worse you acted!

You are the one who always messed up with my life since I'm the first person you "targeted" from day 1 when you even started stalking me like you keep on doing, even secretly until today but honestly I don't care because I know you want me to react so you can continue calling me even names) while you always claimed you want no contact with me at all but you yourself were messing with me anyway in both private and don't play blame games on me or anyone else while we all know that you are guilty of these actions. Quit it already! The end

Also, you did me a favor by doing all what you did. Because you proved you're a toxic person who's acting all good until their true colors rise from the very depth of your soul because there's always something you want to take from someone and that you've done things that are dangerous for both yourself and the rest of us around you. Now, do me a favor and stay away from me. I don't ever wanna see you again until the very day you're going to feel regret for what you've done. You're not always going to be hiding forever, nor always making friendships based on lies. That's all.

I'm sorry for the long texts but you should be aware of how you're behaving to her because she'd take it an advantage to use against you. She's very manipulative and good in telling lies. I'm not asking you to block, report or cut her off. I'm asking you to be careful with her because of the damage she has been causing me for 3 LONG be careful what you're even telling her because she might use it against you when she tries to cut you off. Yet don't trade much with her and don't do much for her because she'd say you're taking advantage of her and when she tries to argue with you, she'll use it against you as well in attempt to make you look bad for her. I'm personally fine with you having her as a friend. For as long as she doesn't try to kick you down somehow and for as long as she doesn't fill you with lies she spread about me these whole 3 years. Also for as long as you're being careful with her. Thank you for checking me out. 

I have another request for you. Although I know that she would deny what I've said (since, you know, I'm the one who knows better what truly happened), please keep my words as the other side of the coin and as a reminder to be careful with her and with people who are like her. 

Just because someone certain even dared to call me "crazy", "liar", "psychopath" and many many more, doesn't mean I am. Lies about me don't define who I am so I am nothing like how I'm being described by certain people like her. I'm not from these people who'd lie about serious cases just like they already did themselves. I'm nothing like them. I've been coming through much worse my whole I'd never spread any lies about serious topics and cases like they claimed I spread lies while I never did and would never do. I don't say so for you to pity me. I just don't know what to do for you to trust and believe me about the part in which I say I'd never spread lies about anything should keep in mind that I'm not afraid to tell things as they are so that's another safe reason why I'd never spread lies about serious cases. Serious cases are not a joke after all so I hope you'd get to think about my thoughts even for just a second. Thank you.