What comes around, goes around like a hoola hoop

Haunted

I don't understand.

Why would I keep having nightmares and strange dreams while I'm sleeping? I thought this was over due to the fact that from the date I arrived to the place I'm living in by now until last Friday, I was sleeping just fine. I don't really know and I don't really understand what really happened from the next day and after. I just end up not sleeping well and that really bothers me. This thing was supposed to come into an end.

I also really don't know why but I even saw my father in my dreams chasing me once again for some weird reason. How could that be possible? He doesn't even know that I left from Kefalonia to go to the place I'm in by now and that he doesn't even know anything about my new life. How could that be possible to see him in my dreams? Why do I have to be haunted by him chasing me again? And the other worst part of the strange dreams and nightmares I've been having is that I'm keep thinking and even a little have as a dream, the moment that I understood that my ex best friend had turned against me for non serious reasons that hadn't had to do about me and all the shit evidence that happened between us. Even about the shit evidence happened between me and her new best friend is something that has stuck in my head and has become to haunt me somehow because I even have it in my dreams either. I really don't know why these specific stuff had been so freaking stuck in my head. It feels like that I am still imprisoned by these stuff. I thought I had broken free but I was wrong. Because these specific stuff are still haunting me somehow and it feels like a physical and an emotional torture for me as always even. I don't know how can I help myself towards that mess.

I'm sorry for saying that so. I just felt like telling it because I can't tell it to anyone in private. I don't mean to cause trouble or such shit like that, that anyone might think so. Whenever who'll understand, will understand. Whenever who will not understand because of not having the intention to, can leave freely BUT without causing me trouble please or else he'll gonna mess with me. (I'm sorry for the threat, I just don't want to keep feeling like as if I'm being manipulated like I had always been used to by some specific people).

P.S. I don't say it to get attention. So no trouble causing to me please! My life! Yours life!