Idol? Ex? Doctor? What? - english version

Part XII

Jennie Kim

"I can't believe you abandoned us for that reason." I say angrily after hearing everything Jisoo told me. I hate her so much for doing this stupid thing that I can't even think. "You're so stupid and dumb, Jisoo, I hate you so much because of this, you have no idea."

"Jennie," she looks at me in surprise, then confused, then annoyed. I can see all these emotions in her eyes and she stands up "I'm sorry if that's not what you wanted to hear, but that's what happened years ago."

"YOU LEFT ME FOR SOMETHING YOU BELIEVED. YOU DIDN'T EVEN CAME TO ME AND TALK ABOUT IT, YOU JUST MADE YOUR DECISION WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT ANYONE ELSE'S OPINION!" I cry again and if she were closer to me, I would slap her now.

"What did you want me to do? For me to say: oh, hey, Jendeukie, so I'm in love with you, but since I don't want this to spoil our friendship, am I going to leave the group? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT ME TO SAY?" she approaches me, annoyed as much as I and I stand up.

"YES, THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WANT, BECAUSE YOU RUINED OUR FRIENDSHIP WITHOUT DOING IT, KIM JISOO" I put my hands in the collar of her shirt and pull her close to me, she puts her hands under my wrists, squeezing hard "THE WEEK YOU LEFT, I WAS PLANNING TO TELL YOU THAT I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU! YOU'RE DUMB, SELFISH AND PARANOIC FOR DOING ALL OF THIS FROM ASSUMPTIONS."

"You what?" She's with wide eyes and she doesn't even move.

"I was always in love with you, Jisoo, and you were too stupid to realize that." sigh and let go of my hands "And then you disappeared and now appeared in my life again. Imagine my surprise and disappointment to know that you're with Soojoo."

"I'm not with Soojoo." the brows furrowed in complete confusion.

"I heard you two make arrangements to go out together, have drinks and..." I can't move anymore after feeling those urgent lips on mine. I brace my hands on her waist and she bites my bottom lip before sticking her tongue in my mouth, pulling her closer to me, causing me to overbalance and fall onto the bed, with Jisoo on top of me.

"OH, SHIT!" She says and I start laughing "Is your ankle okay? I hurt you? You're hurt, aren't you? Oh, I'm really dumb." she starts to get up and I kiss her, pulling her on top of me.

"I'll get better if you shut up." I whisper as we pull away and she laughs, filling my face with kisses. "I missed you so much, Chu." I put both hands on her face and I'm admiring the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen in my life.

"Me too, Jendeukie" she caresses my cheek "Partly it was good, I couldn't sleep, so I spent my nights studying."

"Why medicine? And why are you only addicted out of guilt?" I remember what the hospital director said at the meeting before Jisoo arrived, she's suddenly thoughtful and lies down beside me, I turn to face her again.

"It was something I thought would help people and occupy my mind so I wouldn't deal with the guilt of leaving you." She looks away and sighs.

"You must have a lot of guilt to be the best." I say softly and she laughs lightly.

"Yeah, I do." She turns to look at me and gets angry all of a sudden.

"What's up, Chu?" I slide my hand to the back of her neck to pull her away, but she pulls away and sits down on the bed.

"What about Jongin?" She has her back to me and her voice cold.

"What do you mean?" I bite my mouth holding back laughter. Jealous Chu is rare.

"Aren't you two together? We can't do that."

"Are you jealous?" I see her shoulders stiffen when she hears me.

"Of course I do, Jennie, do you think I like to arrive on the day of your appointment and see he there, sticky to you?" she turns to me, annoyed "Oh baby, let me take your boot off for you" she does her best Jongin imitation and I start laughing, rolling over on the bed.

"I can't believe you're jealous, Chu." I wipe the tears from laughing so much and lean on my elbows. "You didn't want to take my boot off, he had to take off for me." I shrug and that angry glare intensifies in her eyes.

"What do you have hands for?" She closes her hands into fists and I laugh again.

"I've got hands for this." I shove my hands inside Jisoo's shirt and slide my nails down the side of her waist, up her back, and smile as I see her close her eyes. "There are other things I know how to do that I can show you." I whisper and scrape my nails on her abs. I've always been in love with Jisoo's abs, it's so... Jisoo. I don't know how to praise her other than that way.

"If you show me often, maybe I can return the favor and take your boot, other things too." when her gaze lands on mine again, she gives that mischievous smile and I shiver. I had forgotten that the same effects I have on her, she has so much more on me.

"I can't wait for this to happen, I've been waiting for many years." I make her lie down beside me and I'm about to climb on top of her when her phone starts ringing. "Is it Soojoo?" I say when I see that she is staring at her phone and just nods her head as she sits down.

"Jooya?" She says and I sigh, sitting on the bed. Soojoo always bothers me. "How is he?" Jisoo's tone is serious, so something must have happened. She speaks for a few more seconds before Jisoo hangs up. She drops down onto the bed again and closes her eyes.

"What happened?" I say without looking at her and feel her fingers slide down my back, making circles.

"There was a serious accident very close to here, they'll need everyone to help, but the biggest problem is that one of the doctors who would attend a congress representing the hospital is involved in the accident."

"Congress where?" I turn to her who's already sitting beside me and takes my hand.

"Spain." she bites her mouth.

"There's something else in this you're not telling me." I arch an eyebrow.

"Soojoo would go with him and maybe they'll put me to go with her." She swallows hard.

"Great, you already left with her once and now you go again." I cross my arms and turn my face away. I don't want to talk to her anymore.

"You're with Jongin."

"No, I broke up with him, as difficult as it was." I look back at her "The moment we kissed, I knew I couldn't be with anyone else but you, Jisoo. I just want you, I just love you." I let out a heavy sigh. My life is chaotic again.

"THIS IS THE BEST NEWS EVER!" she screams and pulls my face, biting and kissing my cheeks, my mouth, my chin, squeezing me tightly "Finally, Jennie Kim is mine, only mine." I start to laugh and shake my head.

"No, no, no." I push her and she looks at me confused "You didn't take me on a date, a dinner. Think you just get here and win the prize?"

"I took you for many dates, dinners, breakfasts, lunches. I can spend the rest of my life telling you everything we did together, but apparently you must have forgotten. Jongin was good as a boyfriend for you to have forgotten everything..." I kiss her before she continues.

"Idiot, I could never forget you and everything you make me feel." I whisper with my lips on hers and she smiles.

"Do you accept to date me?" She says looking into my eyes "I'll take you on a thousand dates to make up for lost time. I'll never leave you alone again, Jennie Kim."

"We've been dating since the moment you followed me here, Kim Jisoo." She bites my bottom lip, I pull her closer, but her phone starts ringing again.

"Aish! I gotta go, sorry, patients should be arriving. Sorry Jen, please don't be angry. I love you, I really love you." she pouts and I kiss her softly.

"Go save lives, I'm not going anywhere, I'll be here waiting for you." She smiles when she hears me.