Idol? Ex? Doctor? What? - english version

Part XXXIII

Kim Jisoo

It's been two months since Chaengie and Lisa were admitted and I think that's when everything in my life got out of control. They took me away from the case, they took me away from the hospital. Wherever I went, there were insults and threats of the most diverse types of the girls' fans.

I feel like shit, useless. I studied so many years for what? NOTHING! I couldn't help my friends, my second family. I hate myself for being so incompetent. I'm sure of this because they put other doctors in the treatment of the girls and they started to react to what was being done.

I wanted to be a fly to go there and know what they did, how they did, if it was something so well hidden or something so obvious that I was so blind I couldn't see it.

And in between all of that, I ended up pushing Jennie away and she kind of wanted to pull away. I don't know more. Maybe she really should stay with Jongin, after all, he's successful and I'm what? A complete piece of shit.

To make matters worse, of course, because there's no bad situation in the world that cannot be made worse, someone reported me to medical advice for negligence. I'm at the hearing to present all the facts, which they've investigated in the course of that time they've pushed me away, and because they love a good audience, the outside of the building is full of press.

"I told you, you should have slept well tonight." I feel Haein nudge me with his arm while we wait for everyone to arrive.

"I was not able to." I let my body fall into the chair "They'll hunt my register, honestly, I don't care about anything."

"Jisoo, we can't give up hope. You said yourself you didn't do anything wrong." he takes a sip of water and drags himself in his chair, approaching me "We've gone over your testimony countless times, in different ways, everything you say matches what I managed to investigate."

"There's something that doesn't fit in this story, something doesn't make sense." I stare at the floor. "But I've given up on understanding."

Yang is here with a lawyer, and I'm not surprised to find he's responsible for the complaint, and I've just been told he's suing me for damages, demanding an exorbitant amount.

Haein takes my hand and squeezes tightly to prevent me from saying anything or even punching Yang. I'm sure my life will be destroyed the moment I leave this building and a feeling of panic starts to rise inside me.

When the session starts, I don't even bother to pay attention. With each person called to the stand, things only get worse and I can feel Yang's satisfaction at the table next to where we're.

But then, someone I didn't imagine, but was naive on my part, is the next to be called.

"Jennie Ruby Jane Kim." a tall cop summons Jennie and I sink deeper into my chair as she walks in, looking so serious and annoyed to be there. Well, if not for me, if not for our love, she wouldn't be going through this.

"Can I start?" Seungri, Yang's lawyer, asks for permission and I avoid looking at Jennie. My eyes are already burning.

"In fact, no need, I have something to say before I answer any questions you have for me." Jennie's cool tone makes me shiver and I close my eyes. She hates me. I notice Haein tense beside me for the first time since this began.

"Okay, go ahead." I hear the judge's soft and clear voice.

"First of all, I would like to accuse and denounce my dear Yang for having poisoned my fellow group members, as well as sabotaging and forging false test results, manipulating this whole situation we're facing." My eyes open wide, widening as I process the things Jennie just said. I hear the whispers and murmurs behind me and the judge calls for silence.