Idol? Ex? Doctor? What? - english version

Part XXIII

Kim Jisoo

"Chu, we need to go." I hear Jennie's soft, delicate voice.

"Where?" I say softly and try to put my arms around her but I can't and she starts to laugh.

"Trying to hug someone?" I feel her sit on top of me, making me open my eyes automatically.

"Yes, a mandu, my mandu." I put my hands on her face and kiss her softly, feeling that delicious heat spread through my body. I stroke her cheeks with my thumb and feel her squeeze the back of my neck, deepening the kiss.

Will there ever be a day that I'm not so in love with her? Will I ever stop sighing just knowing that Jendeuk exists?

"Enough" she says as she moves away "You have to get up or we're going to be late and I don't want to hear from my manager." She laughs softly, but continues to sit on top of me.

"And how am I going to get up if there's an irresistible woman on top of me?"

"Irresistible?" She whispers and approaches again, running her tongue over her lips.

"You know you're."

"Even for Kim Jisoo?" She brushes the tip of her nose against mine, making me feel her breath hit my lips.

"You know I could never resist you."

"It's great to know that, but now, go get ready, you have 20 minutes." she bites my bottom lip hard and pushes me again, making me fall onto the bed and let out a moan of frustration when I hear her laugh.

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"Chu, you're distracting me." Jennie sighs beside me and I lock the tablet, looking at her not understanding what she's talking about.

"But I..." She puts her hands on my face and kisses me, making my eyes widen, because we're inside the van and everyone is here. And by all, I mean Chaelisa and some staff.

"I'm trying to compose, but all I can write is about love and you." She presses her cute little hands on my face and I start to laugh.

"Sooya, when is your vacation over?" Rosé says.

"In a month, why?" I say without taking my eyes off Jennie.

"Because I'll need vomit medicine during this time, I don't know if I can stand you two being excessively disgusting like that."

"Chaeyoung!" Jennie turns to her with an annoyed look and I'm laughing.

"Let's try to be a little less intense."

"Let my moms love each other." Lisa nudges Rosé with her elbow.

"Moms? What's going on here that I don't know?" Jennie crosses her arms.

"Jisoo said she would adopt me, that's up to you too." Lisa pouts.

"Kim Jisoo!" Jennie turns to me and squints her eyes.

"She was asking for food and for me to watch a series with her, I said I had no obligation and she told me to adopt her, I agreed because she used Lego to soften me up." I point to Lisa and pout.

"Lalisa, stop using your cats to convince Jisoo to do what you want."

"Each one fights with the weapons they have, I have cats, you have your body." Lisa says so naturally, that Jennie is now blushing and irritated, while I'm laughing harder.

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"Where is Jisoo?" I hear Jennie's voice outside the dressing room. The show must have ended by now and from the breathless voice, she must have run fast to get here. The touring routine is hectic and tiring, but was something I enjoyed, although I didn't miss this life, every now and then I found myself thinking about how things would have turned out if I had continued.

My phone starts ringing and I see it's Soojoo. The results we were hoping for must have come out. When I'm about to answer, the call drops and I see that she also sent it by e-mail a few minutes ago.

"I said you shouldn't lose sight of her, now she's gone and nobody knows where my doctor is!" I feel a nice warmth spread through me when I hear her saying "my doctor". "KIM JISOO, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" I hear the irritated tone as Jennie walks through the door, coming quickly towards me.

"I was working, Soojoo just called me, but the signal is weak and I couldn't answer."

"You're on vacation, you shouldn't work!" she hugs me tightly "Today was the first show that I missed you up there with us." her tone comes out in a whisper and I return the hug.

"I shouldn't have come, with me here, you'll just get distracted and I might end up disturbing you." she pinches my abs hard "AISH, JEN!"

"Stop saying nonsense, you would come for better or for worse, especially being on vacation, I would never leave you in Seoul with that bitch." she is angry again.

"What bitch? Who are we talking about?" I frown.

"Hong. I know she wants you back and she will try to take you away from me!" she pouts "I even wrote a song about it."

"Serious? What is the name of the song?" I look at her in surprise.

"Really." Her cheeks blush, making me smile as I stare at her.

"And what is this song about?"

"Prove what you feel and jealousy." She pouts and rests her chin on my chest, I slide my hands up and down her arms.

"I'm flattered that you wrote a song for me. When will I hear it for the first time?"

"Stop, Chu, I'm ashamed!" she hides her face in my neck and I start to laugh.

"Jen, you just sing for thousands of people, literally, but can't you sing for me?" I wrap my arms around her waist.

"No." The muffled sound of her voice and the mouth glued to my neck makes me shiver.

"Why?"

"Because I'm not in love with thousands of people, I'm just in love with you." She whispers in my ear and my heart now beats like I've run a marathon. All because of Jennie Kim.