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Later that night, almost everyone was crowded together in Madelyn's apartment, music playing from the TV, multiple conversations going on around the room.
Lili sat on the floor, leaning against the side of the couch, zoning out, sometimes listening to the conversations going on around her but not participating.
"Hey," Olivia leaned over from the couch above Lili, "You okay?"
Lili blinked a few times to bring herself back to reality, then look up at Olivia with a fake smile, "Yeah, I'm great"
"Lils"
"I'm fine, Liv, don't worry," Lili smiled before starting to get up, "I'm gonna go to the bathroom"
Lili made her way down the hall, weaving through Drew's cast mates, finally making it into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind her.
She fell against the door, sliding down the wood, she felt weak and her brain was overwhelmed with thinking about work and what she had heard Drew and Olivia talking about and how she still didn't actually know what they were talking about.
She sat on the floor, head in her hands, eyes closed as she focused on her breathing, she didn't know how long it had been but when a knock on the door made her open her eyes and start to stand up.
"Lils, it's me," she knew the voice, Olivia, "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, uhm give me a minute," Lili took another deep breath before unlocking the door.
"What is up with you?" Olivia asked bluntly, something she didn't do often, normally she was the bubbly one between the two.
"Nothing, I'm fine," Lili tried to walk past the blonde, who stopped her, hand on her chest pushing her back.
"Turn around," Olivia used her hand to wave her back into the bathroom.
Lili turned around and walked further into the bathroom, taking a seat on the closed toilet as Olivia shut the bathroom door.
"What is going on with you?" Olivia asked, truly worried for her friend, she saw what Drew saw, the sunken in eyes, her skin pale, the shakey hands, she had also noticed how much more oversized clothing Lili had started to wear.
"Liv, I'm fine"
"Stop lying, why aren't you eating?" Olivia crossed her arms over her chest.
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Fanfictionthey were best friends in college but grew apart after graduation, he's a big time actor now and she's waiting tables, will they reconnect and become closer then ever? - mainly real life - some social media - WARNING: there is eating disorder talk