When model, former pogue princess, Hayley Amore returns back to outer banks on a work break she bumps into the one and only JJ Maybank.
But what happens when everything she once loved about him was now replaced by a dark and cold monster who taught...
Chapter- till my last breath Words- 2323 Hayley's Pov:
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My body was sat on the wet grass as I stared at my brothers gravestone with no emotion plastered on my face.
"I hate you." I whispered while lying through my teeth, I didn't hate him because I never got chance too and that's why this hurts.
"Why did you have to leave us Hayden?" I mumbled while rubbing my hands and fingers over the Grey cleaned rock, my fingers occasionally falling into the cracks of the witting.
My heart began to ache as I stared at the date he died on, why did he have to leave me?
Was I not good enough for him?
"I miss you, I've tried to act like I'm fine. I do everyday but sometimes I feel like I can't breathe. Like the worlds caving in on me." I confessed my heart beginning to ache like it always does when I'm here.
"Please come back, I need you." I whispered my voice cracking with every word, my head fell to the ground as tears began to fall.
All the pain which I'd managed to bottle up soon began to break as my wall started to crumble.
"Hayden..." i cried out my voice begging for a response, anything.
I just wanted him to hold me and tell me everything was okay, I just wanted him.
"It's been three years" I sniffled, "three years without you, the press keep asking me how I feel, whats going on with me? But I don't know what to say because I don't know the answer. I feel numb, and I'm scared of that. You took away my life when you left Hayden. Yes you took away your pain but you simply passed the pain onto someone else. And-and I cant forgive you for that. I don't know if I'll ever be able to let go. To admit that I'm hurting. To ask for help. But what I do know is that a day doesn't go by when I'm not thinking of you. I love you." I brought my legs to my chest as I pushed my face in the hair which fell onto my body.
"Please come back to me, please. I miss you hay." I whispered before standing up and patting his bed, I turned my body around then began to walk away the water twisting itself around in my hair as I walked sadly.
I saw my car which id forgotten I'd left parked at the pavement of the Cameron's house, I ran over to it unlocking it with the keys which were pushed the back of my denim shorts back pocket.
I climbed inside doing my seatbelt as I began to drive the car motoring it's way through the rain, we splashed through a couple poodles as I made my route to the chateau.
My vision was blinding at some moments due to the heavy impact of the rain making it hard to see and my panic to arise, I saw a black Porsche on the opposite side of the road begin to drive my way on the opposite side of the road.
My head tilted to the side knowing that there was only one Porsche here and that was ward Cameron's, who was this?
I couldn't make out the colour of the car so I was unable to identify it, it happened so fast.
