A scary college week!

Day Four!

I got up in the morning with a new determination, that I will find this evil and find out how to get rid of them. They caused me to lose everything that mattered to me for Friday, and left me with no reason to live, except for my brother Lewy, and my best friend Danny. I didn't care wither it caused my death, or my life, I just wanted to get rid of this evil. As I walked on through my college, trying to find my group, I knew that I was acting rather strange for the street dog. Because that's who I am, without her. That's who I'll be, without her.

Maybe I'll get over it, maybe I won't. You might be saying it's not a big deal,  right? Well, just to let you know how I feel, let me explain my life as I know of it. You're not the guy who was always shunned. You're not the guy who just started to know what affection really is. You're not the guy who just lost the most wonderful reason he is still living. You're not the guy, who now feels empty, useless, unacceptable, and all kinds of worst feelings you can get. And yet, I live, love, and fight on. Because it's the only reason to live. To fight on.
The classes passed by in a blur. I.....I couldn't see anything. Nothing. I think I got an  argument with Chaplin. A first fight with Rhino, which of course I lost. I may be good at using one's strengths against him, but if the contest is of utter strength, I can beat no one. Rhino knows that. And he uses that against me. I'm used to it, getting beat up every now and then. And I don't care if I do. No one does.
Who am I kidding, acting like a total broke? If I want to prove it to her, I'll have to be bold. I just found Danny and Lewy, talked to them about news. You know, we have to be updated, even if we have no part in it. 
I told them to come to my room after this, but they all had stuff to do. And besides, it would be total waste of time.
Remember when I told you about my proximity to trees? Well, I was feeling a little lonely, so I went out to the nearest forest, which was a few miles away. I got there in the late Afternoon.
Soon I was going to find out something that will clear away most of the clouds that cover up my past life.