Amnesia

CHAPTER 34

One month. Another month had passed again and things just happened so fast.

Natuloy din three weeks ago yung paglipat ni Freyja at Stell sa bahay nila.

I've moved on, okay na ako pakatapos nang nangyari sa akin. And I guess I've moved on from him also. I'm really used in not feeling his presence, si Justin, pero hindi ibig sabihin non ay kinalimutan ko na siya. I still can't forget the day when we had our friends date. Kami ni Freyja together with the five boys. I didn't expect that Justin would come but surprisingly, he did. Iyon nalang ata yung time na naging kumpleto ulit kami. It's a different kind of feeling, of joy, of happiness. Parang bumalik lang kami nung mga panahon na nag-aaral palang kami.

I enjoyed reminiscing those moments while I watch my twin, Freyja, getting married with Stell. They've come a long way. They started off as friends, and as time passes by, their feelings eventually grow. I witnessed kung paano yung kilig non ni Freyja noong magkaaminan sila ni Stell. Marami siyang baong kwento non pag-uwi namin ng bahay. And since we only have each other, sa akin niya iyon lahat kinukwento. Naging sila noong last year na namin sa high school. They took their relationship serious, naging pundasyon nila ang pagmamahal at ang tiwala para sa isa't isa kaya tumagal talaga sila at ngayon, ikinakasal na. Ang ideal ng relationship nila. I wish I have one...

Kita ko sa kabilang side kung paano ngumisi nang nakakaloko yung tatlo, sina Josh, Ken, at Paulo nang mag-kiss the bride na. I'm preventing from letting out a teasing smile so I just showed a genuine one, ganon din si Justin.

"How sweet." I uttered because Stell kissed Freyja first on her forehead before her lips.

Hindi pa naman masyadong kita yung umbok sa tiyan ni Freyja kaya wala dapat siyang ipag-alala na magmumukha siya bloated or chubby sa mga pictures. She keeps on complaining and ranting that on me, though.

After that and the picture taking inside the church, oh God, nung time na ihahagis na ng bride yung bulaklak, oh gosh why the hell did I catched it. It landed exactly on me kaya ko sinalo.

My eyes widened a bit as I looked at them. Freyja teasingly smiled at me before winking.

"You're next, sis." Freyja suddenly whispered to me.

Bahagya ko lang siyang pinandilatan ng mata. Bakit kasi sakin pa...

Hindi ako nakaligtas sa mga pang-aasar ng mga kaibigan ko hanggang sa makaabot kami sa reception. Si Daddy actually ang kasama ko sa table pero katabi ng table namin ay ang table nina Josh, Paulo, at Ken, anim sila doon sa table na 'yon dahil kasama nila girlfriend nila, edi sana all. And si Justin, kasama rin niya sa isang table yung family niya, malapit lang din siya sa amin.

Bumaling muna ako kung nasaan sina Jameson at Ms. Abby. Yes, they're invited, dalawa lang naman silang naidagdag dahil kaibigan ko naman sila. I smiled at them two. Ms. Abby can't help herself but to take some photos though may photographer naman. Gusto lang talaga niyang gawin 'yon.

"Ikaw, wala ka pa bang balak, anak?"

Napatingin ako kay Daddy na siyang nagtanong. He's smiling while looking at the newly weds but I know that his question is for me.

I just chuckled a bit before answering his question. "Wala nga po akong boyfriend eh." sabi ko.

Dad finally looked at me, pakatapos ay sinulyapan niya rin yung pwesto ni Jameson.

"How about that guy? Hindi ka ba niya nililigawan?"

I shaked my head, smiling a bit. "We're good friends, Dad. We already talked about it. It's better to stay that way." I answered.

Dad just sighed as he nodded. Hindi na rin siya nagtanong pa.

I sighed too. Ilang sandali ay naisipan ko na magpahangin. I want fresh air kaya lumabas muna ako. I went outside the reception alone, hindi naman ako lumayo. Pero bago ako makalabas ay nakita kong napatingin sa akin si Jameson kaya nginitian ko nalang siya.