My Happy Place (a Drarry Texting Fic)

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Harry? You alive, man?

Haha. You're hilarious. Seriously, give the man an award.

Thanks. But seriously.

I ruined everyone's day. How can I possibly be okay?

No, you didn't. You didn't. Seriously.

I did. Blaise and Ron were talking near the ocean, Pans and Hermione were in the house doing who knows what, you seemed kind of... Happy, even.

I was. It was nice hanging out.

Yeah, till I fucking ruined it with my shit.

You did not. And if anyone ruined it, it was that fucking weasel. Keep the thing on a leash, dammit.

Don't talk about him like that.

I'll talk about him however I like. He fucking shoved me the moment he got close enough and pointed his wand at my head, going berserk on my ass. Asking me what I did to you. As if I needed to remember how much of a piece of shit I am. Please do thank him for me.

Come off it. He already feels like shit. He drunk called me about how he's worried everyone hates him and is gonna leave him now, especially Blaise. And yeah, I honestly felt the same way but how could I possibly have told him that when he was crying his eyes out?

Ugh. Why are we both so depressing?

I dunno. You started it. Reason we're talking at all is you joking about throwing yourself off a cliff, anyway so...

You were worried about me when you saw that post, weren't you? Even though we hadn't talked in years. Even though in those years we did know each other, we were enemies till quite near the end.

Yeah. I just... Felt like you needed a friend.

I think you need one, too. And I'm happy to be that person, if you'll actually let me, this time.

I didn't mean to hit you, okay? I apologised so many times...!

Too bad, its not enough and will never be. Although maybe there's one thing you could do...

What??

Get on your knees and beg, nerd!

Ha. Haha. Ha 😐

It's anime. It's a muggle thing, don't worry.

That's too bad, I was about to kneel just now but I guess I don't have to then 😁

Harry, My face alone triggered you. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel? You were too scared to look at me. You were breaking down and you couldn't look at me, you wouldn't even let me touch you cos I reminded you of...

Everyone reminded me of the war. Everyone. It wasn't just you. That's partly why I was scared of this outing in the first place... I didn't want to be weird, like always.

What do you mean by that?

Whatever.
You didn't have to push me away, Draco.

What?

You didn't. I would've calmed down eventually. At least, enough to apologise properly. You didn't even let me have that.