𝙎𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙒𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝘼 𝙆𝙞𝙨𝙨 (𝙩𝙖𝙚𝙠𝙤𝙤𝙠)

39: Quietness

Ignore the mistakes please
Author pov:

"i received her diary through a courier along with a letter, and i was bound to keep her secret, read it because i can't keep on going anymore"baek spoke through his sniffs, he was way too tired with his long holdforth

there was a drawn out paused in his Perorat as he brace himself before continueing again.

"tae didn't even tell you how hard it was for him to breath---he was so much in pain yet he choosed to say no word to you---he was in hospital but he didn't let anyone know that's even is the case" baek mumbles, lips wobbles with a mention of his little cupcakes out of sorts, and jeongguk lift up his gaze with millions of questions dancing in

"baekhyun---what--what you are saying" jimin asked through his tears and next thing had them flash taehyungs pale face, and sort outs.
It was too much for them to take all the pain at once, the guilt washed over them as they recalled taes face it was so obvious yet they couldn't even read it.

"yes---taehyungie is dying---my taehyung is suffering--- he's fighting with his death, he suffering with ASD"

Some pain bring streams of tears while for it makes them quite but Jeonguk was both---he couldn't feel his heart beat, his breath went shallow as his gaze were pierced on ground, his lips quiverd and his knees felt jelly causing him to fall on the floor with loud thud making everyone to gasp and run towards him, holding his burning body.

he was wheezing with his eyes shut close, taehyungs pale face appeared, with his eyes swelled and chapped lips.

all those taehyung question that he has often asked, all those insecurity he had, all those doubt he had now make some sense and jeongguk mourns over it even more.

I claimed to hear even his silence but I couldn't even hear his souls screams

baek bit his lips as he took the letter which taehyung left for jeongguk, he sat on his knees a he gave the the letter to the broken brunette

"here---this is what he left for you" he brushed jeongguk hair then patted his shoulder, because he knows jeongguks pain is way too much than anyone else present in their.

they all waited till jeongguk held the letter tight and unfolded it with trembling hand,he could smell the faint scent of taehyung on the letter, and it felt like taehyung is sitting right before his eyes, with curious face asking him to read it quickly.
he wiped his tears in his shirts sleeves, as he leaned his back against seokjin chest.

Star of my sky, Jeonguk
my love,jeonguk

when you walked into my life, I realized that some where a tiny little part of me was still alive and when you loved me I was born all over again, the warmth of your love in cold world seeped through each fiber of my body.
your love was like rain to barren land of my heart, it was like a direction to me when i was alone in midst of blue ocean and guided me to the shore of your heart, because of you i wanted to live my whole life leaving the truth behind that once upon a time I had tried to take away my life---but I guess I had to meet you before i could embrace the quietness of sky and here I fell in chaos of love---unaware of the pain and hurdles i would stumble upon,but those pain and hurdles is precious to me because all that I embraced when I love the most beautiful human of this world,you. but I don't regret falling in love nor loving you I don't regret anyone of it.
i hope whoever will walk in your life as your true love would love and cherish you, that person would be fortune to be loved by a guy who's amazing but bun----love is not enough, you gotta put your trust in that person, because
trust and respect are the key and the base of any relationship if any one is missing then there's nothing it just empty shell of pearl of love.