My Alpha Fiance

Chapter 8

Yunhyeong's POV

We went downstairs to the living room. Each sitting on a different couch.

"Yunhyeongie... I'm really sorry. I just... really like you and I was hoping to have you as my mate. And when I realized the alpha you were telling me about is the same alpha that gets to be close to you in a way I can't... I felt hurt. I felt heartbroken and I took my frustration out on you without even considering your feelings, even though you cried and begged and..." he sighed deeply, looking down as he held his head. "I'm so so sorry..."

"Good to know you're sorry..." I said, hugging a pillow. "In all the time we've been together... You never asked me what happened. Why it happened. Who the alpha is... We're not dating for one day. And since you never asked, I just assumed you don't care enough to know. Donghyuk is... the closest thing I have to a brother. You're jealous of him? He's simply looking after me! And if you'll be my alpha, then he'd stop! To get jealous of him just because we're supposed to get married... you have no right. I've told you from the start I have an alpha I love. And you said it's okay. What does it matter who that alpha is?"

"You're right, it shouldn't matter. I'll never mistreat you like that again. I shouldn't have taken my frustration out on you. I'm really sorry... Please let me comfort you... I can't stand seeing you broken like this. Especially when I know it's my fault..."

I hugged the pillow tighter. "No... I honestly don't need you to comfort me now. I appreciate your apology... Today... We won't go out. Let's reschedule. I want to go to my room."

"Can... can I at least hug you before I go...? I really missed your scent..."

I looked at him. I think that at this point... I couldn't care less. Chanwoo can dump me if he wants. He can marry me if he wants.

What does it even matter? I already got hurt. Not once, but twice. And I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being so emotional. I wish I could be like Jiwon.
"Sure..."

He got up and sat down next to me before hugging me tightly, burying his face in my shoulder.

"I... I love you so much, my beautiful and precious Yunhyeongie..." He said, hugging me tighter.

I hummed. "Goodbye, Chanwoo... We'll talk later..."

I thought about calling my friends, but Jinhwan would yell at me. Jiwon won't know how to help. Donghyuk would be upset with himself.
I guess I'll just stay in my room.

Chanwoo broke the hug, looking at me. He looked sad and hurt. "I'm sorry... I'm a poor excuse for an alpha..."

"I'm sorry, too... That I'm such a worthless omega." I said, getting off the couch. "I'll walk you to the door..."

Chanwoo grabbed my hand as he got off the couch, looking at me. "You're not worthless. I'm worthless for being a piece of shit and making you feel this way. You deserve only the best. I'll try to be this alpha, I'll show you you can move on and be happy with someone who'll love you back."

"You were almost there... And now you made 20 steps backwards..." I pulled my hand away. After this... How can I trust an alpha again?

It wasn't easy for me to open up to Chanwoo in the first place. I was having such a hard time dating him.
I was starting to feel happy...
But all I find out is that alphas are liars.

"I'll climb back up!" He said, and I could see the determination in his eyes. "I'll climb back up and be the best alpha for my Yunhyeongie."

I looked at him. "I guess we'll see about that..."

Chanwoo nodded, gently stroking my cheek. "I'll give you some time. I'm terribly sorry. I won't suggest meeting again until you're ready, and I'll tell my dad everything. It's not your fault. No matter what... I'm sorry, Yunhyeongie. Please go and rest."

He gave me a weak smile and let go of me, making his way to the front door.
I decided not to argue and made my way to my room, locking the door after myself before falling on the bed, hugging a pillow tightly. I'm really so worthless.

I looked up at my ceiling.

'I'll climb back up! I'll be the best alpha for my Yunhyeongie!'

He looked so determined...
Chanwoo isn't a bad alpha. In the short time we knew each other he managed to do something neither Donghyuk nor I could do in years.
It's been about five... Six years since...? And it still hunts me. He almost fixed it...

I'm not so sure this would work out again. But he said today that he loves me...
An alpha said he loves me... and it seemed he meant it.

I buried my face in my pillow. This is so annoying. And I'm definitely going to get in trouble once my dad hears about it.

Chanwoo's POV

"I'm so sorry dad... I'm a poor excuse for an alpha... I'm a disgrace to our family..." I looked down.

I told him about today, how I mistreated poor Yunhyeong...
My dad raised me better than this. He taught me how to be respectful. I shouldn't yell at an omega.

I could sense my dad getting upset. "What exactly led to this...?" He asked. "I thought everything is okay between you two. How can you already mess this?!"

"It was my fault. I judged him and didn't listen to him... he cried and begged me not to leave him and I..." I did something I haven't done since I was a little boy. I started to sob.

Remembering Yunhyeong... He looked so helpless...
God, he doesn't deserve that. He doesn't deserve me right now.

I heard my dad sighing, reaching a hand to brush my hair. "You're a good alpha... but you're still young and you don't have experience."

"Bu-But..."

"You'll have to apologize in front of Mr. Song. I can already imagine how upset he's going to be."

"He... I told him I love him and he looked so emotionless! I-I broke him, dad...! I broke my precious omega...!"

"Apology won't fix everything. How many times did I tell you that actions mean a lot more than words? Show him that you can be the kind and caring alpha he deserves. You should start slowly while we'll make sure Mr. Song doesn't have a reason to keep you away from his son."

"Wha... What if I'll mess up again...? I broke him!"

"Make sure to prove that you can be the alpha I raised you to be."

I looked down. "He's broken..."

"Chan, listen to me..." dad sighed, holding my shoulders. "I raised you to be a strong and confident alpha. Snap out of it and work hard to get your omega to trust you again."

Dad is right, he raised me to be strong. I'm going to claim my omega.
I'll prove him he doesn't need stupid Donghyuk, he only needs me as his alpha.

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A/N:

Hey Hey Hey!I know I went missing for a long while, but I'm back now!

Those have been a crazy couple of weeks, and I couldn't keep with the updates so I took a small break.

From today on, I'll post two chapters on Saturday and Monday for each story. Meaning - each week I'll update a different story.

Since it's the holidays now, I'm uploading today the omegaverse and on Friday I'll upload the vampire AU.

I hope you enjoyed today's chapters 🙂