Chapter 16

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Jinhwan's POV

"This is so not fair June!" I whined as I hugged one of his pillows on his bed. "Yunhyeongie is getting to live with his alpha. And they're getting married in 3 months!
We already helped Yunhyeong pick up his wedding dress and he looks adorable in it. I want to look adorable in a wedding dress too!"

The second I heard Yunhyeong is going to live with Chanwoo, I called Junhoe to ask if I can come over.
He said he'll pick me up and there I was in his room, crying to him.

It's not fair! I could have met him earlier... But I'm not going to blame Yunhyeong and his breakdowns for it. But I want to get married too!

And I want to live with my alpha too!

"June...!" I whined.

"I know, angel. I know it's unfair..." he said softly. "Trust me that I want it no less than you do. I'd kidnap you if I could. But it's not something easy. Hanbin already talked with my dad and if I'd try to do something like this, I'm grounded."

"How can they ground you?!"

"They won't let me see you."

I whined in frustration.

"C'mon angel... calm down..." Junhoe said softly. "You're worrying your poor alpha..."

"I can't calm down!" I argued, burying my face in his pillow. "Yunhyeongie is going to leave and then he's getting married! The only friend who lives close enough would be Jiwon and he spends most of his time arguing with me or on his stupid computer! I'm going to be completely alone and I don't like it! And even if I wanted to move closer to you, I still need to wait three whole months!!"

"Shh... calm down..." Junhoe said softly as he hugged me, holding me close to himself.

"I want to stay here..." I sobbed. "I don't like being far from you... This is so unfair... Does your dad hate me?"

"Of course he doesn't hate you angel... who can hate such a precious omega like you?"

"I can name a few..." I mumbled, sighing deeply before deciding to bury my face in his nape.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry I'm not calmer like Jiwon... or that I can't give you territory like Yunhyeong can... I know I'm far from being a perfect omega... But I really want to be with you..."

Funny. Just almost a year ago I believed I deserve a strong alpha. Someone who'd look after me and take care of me.

Even if I have nothing big to give in return.
I won't accept just anyone. And now I'm looking down on myself like I'm worthless...

What is my confident act good for, if I start doubting myself?

"Angel, you have nothing to apologize for... you're amazing. I wanted you to be mine from the first second I saw you... wait just a bit more, okay? You're my strong omega..."

I decided to let go of the stupid pillow and hugged Junhoe instead, getting closer to him.

I wanted Junhoe from the second I saw him as well. It was as if something about him attracted me so much... That I didn't even need to talk with him to know that I want to be his. I don't want anyone else to even look at him.

"Angel, how about you stay over for a week?" Junhoe suddenly suggested, brushing my hair.

"What do you mean...?" I mumbled, not wanting to lift my head off his neck.

"Come over next week and just stay over." He explained. "It'd give you the feeling of living here, even if for a short time."

"I... I really can?" I looked up at him.

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