Your Mine - Rafe x reader

Chapter 33

Funeral y/n
*Weeks later*
Rafe POV:
Today's the day of y/n funeral and I'm not prepared and I'm not ready to say goodbye yet, i get my black suit on and leaves my hair messy and i sort the bags under my eyes. I go downstairs and see my family all ready for her funeral and i start tearing up "hey rafe it's okay" rose says hugging me "its never going to be okay i did this and now I'm not going to be happy again" i say crying on rose's shoulder.

We all get in the car and drive to where her funeral is and her favourite song comes on the radio and the memory of me and her dancing in her kitchen play in my mind so i tell Ward to turn it off.

Everyone from OBX was here and was giving her flowers and saying their goodbyes. I go up to her casket and see her beautiful face peacefully sleeping "in another lifetime my love we will have our happy ending and like i always use to say you do look good in black but when i said that i didn't mean seeing you in black in your coffin" i say crying my eyes out, i kiss y/n forehead and walks away and stands with Ward and Rose.

JJ POV:
Y/n funeral today and i miss her so much but she had her life to live and that has been taken away from her. I get a black suit on and meet the other pogues and we get there early to say our goodbyes.

We arrive at the church and there i see y/n looking beautiful as always laying there lifeless not being able to see me again.

I go up to the casket first " our story was right person wrong time and our story didnt have a happy ending but we did have some good in the middle and i guess you really loved him didnt you but i will always love you more" i say to y/n before kissing her forehead and then walking away from her casket finding a seat in the church.

We waited for more people to come into the church and there i see Rafe Cameron walking in crying his eyes out and he looked awful but i did feel sorry for him but it was his fault for getting her into this and now she is dead.

The service starts and everyone is crying and can barely speak about her as it was hard too as she brought a smile to everyone faces when she walked into the room.

Rafe Pov:
The service starts and i look around and everyone is crying and i just wanted the service to be over as i couldn't bare seeing her laying there in front of me and this would be the last time i would see her.

The service finishes after an hour and i go up to her casket "this goodbye hurts the most as we are never going to say hello again in this lifetime and i love you y/n and when i look to the stars i know you are watching me" i say closing her coffin and walking out of the church and goes home.

I get out of my suit and goes to y/n house and see Topper is drinking and i tell him it doesn't help and just cries in my arms "She promised she wouldn't leave me and she did" Topper says crying and his voice is breaking "its okay she loves you topper" i say holding him whilst he just cries.

I stay the night with him and i look in y/n room and the memories play in my mind on repeat and the nights we had in here and i take a piece of her clothing and sleeps with it and it helps me sleep.

A/N: stop I'm crying