September 4th.
04:13 am
Maybe it was my fault for thinking of Jay all day and all night,
because even in my dreams,
he would still appear.
I don't like it,
I don't want it,
but maybe...
I'm just denying it.
Because I'm afraid of my own feelings,
I'm scared of acknowledging that I still love him so much.
I'm still crying,
and even at one point,
I started doubting myself.
Do I regret turning Jay down?
Do I regret being selfless?
Maybe.
I don't know anymore,
Right now, I just want an escape through all of these thoughts.
I turned my phone on,
clicking on every social media app I downloaded in order to lose my suffocating thoughts about Jay.
But to no avail, it only stressed me out even more.
First picture?
Him.
The second one?
Him.
And I find myself getting so bitter because guess what I saw on the third post?
It's you and jay.
'Lee Heeseung, my best pal.'
He captioned.
Well, I didn't know that both of you are friends.
Haha.
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