Chapter 37

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April 9th.

1:38 am

People are cruel.

Fate is cruel.

The world is cruel.

Everything is bad, evil, cruel.

I'm so sorry for not asking you how you've always been,

I'm sorry if I've taken too much of your love.

I should've checked if you were having troubles,

I should've made you happier,

I should've loved you as much as you love me.

You were suffering so much,

too much.

You were angry,

frustrated, sad,

and harsh.

But only to yourself.

Baby, why didn't you tell me any sooner?

depression isn't something you can control.

You said I shouldn't blame myself,

Because you were just good at hiding and managing it.

But no,

it's my fault,

It's the world's fault.

Gosh, Heeseung...

Please...

This cruel world, this suffering,

you made it disappear in my life.

and I want to do the same thing for you,

even if it means taking that happiness from myself.

because I love you so.

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