✔︎ I LOVE YOU SO • heeseung

Chapter 19

September 24th.

4:03 am

I guess I really was right with your fast flow.

Your unexpected waves of affection and friendliness crashed through me like a tsunami.

But if you're a tsunami, then you'd definitely be my favourite tragedy.

Now there you are,

on my bed, lying down belly flat on the mattress.

You kept on shuffling.

And as you now lie with your back pressed against my shuffled comforter,

your blue hoodie slightly ruffled up,

causing my eyes to accidentally see an unholy sight of your abs.

I swear it was accidentally, I repeat— accidentally.

"Rae Rae, I'm bored." You shuffled again while I chuckled.

You've been calling me that ever since.

I know it came from my name,

but you shouldn't have made a nickname for me,

because it makes me feel like I'm someone special to you.

"You said you'll wait for me, right? so go wait over there." I raised an eyebrow as I continued to sketch you.

Yes, I'm starting to practise and open up for commissions.

It would've been a pain in the ass to find a model.

So, luckily for me, I have you as my handsome model.

I pictured you in a mediaeval suit, those worn by princes.

And just like what I've imagined, it fits perfectly with your prince-like face.

I swear that if reincarnation is real,

you would've been that mighty prince who's nothing but perfection—

Just like the male leads in those fancy novels.

"What are you even drawing?" You suddenly stood up and skipped towards my desk.

I, who didn't say that I've been drawing you, quickly attempted to hide my sketchbook in panic.

I hoped that you didn't see what I've done so far.

because that would not be good.

Unfortunately though,

you did see it.

"Is that.... me?"  You asked.

Oh Heeseung, of course it's you!

Who in the world would be more handsome than you?

"..No." I told the opposite, but just as expected, it only sparked your ever-so-big curiosity.

"Wait, wait let me see it." You said, reaching for the sketchbook under my desk while I try to block your hands.

"Let me seee!" You whined like a child, determined to get a hold of the sketchbook.

However, I'm more determined to prevent that.

Still, I shouldn't have underestimated you.

"Lee Heeseung! Stoppp! Kyah!" My laugh was unstoppable as you continued to tickle me. At this point, I was even crying.

Small beads of tears were forming in my eyes as I try to keep your hands away from me,

but I was too distracted doing that and I didn't even know you already had a grip of my precious sketchbook.

My eyes slowly opened as you did stop tickling me,

as guilty as I can be,

I sat silently and looked down.

I nervously bit my lips and busied myself with the hem of my shirt while you looked at my sketchbook with an indefinite face.

I know you'd be disappointed or creeped out once you see that I've been drawing you.

It was always one way or the other.

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"This is me, right?"

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But to my surprise, your eyes were far from judging,

they were...

sparkling.

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Oh starlit eyes, please just keep gazing and brighten up my life.

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