May 3rd.
2:39 pm
I would be in so much content to see you happy,
even for a moment,
even for a second.
And the moment I'd be able to see even the littlest and the faintest of sparks in your eyes,
I'd be relieved.
How long has it been ever since I last saw your genuine smile?
I don't know,
but it surely has been long enough to make me forget what it looks like on your face.
Before we could even step foot inside the amusement park,
your frown deepens.
The only thing I see in your face is a frown, a never-ending frown.
"Mirae... can we just go home?"
You said.
Six words, but it meant so much more.
You must no longer find this amusement park amusing,
and I doubt you would even enjoy anything you used to.
I was disappointed.
After imagining all sorts of things we could do today,
after seeing the future where you'd be effortlessly smiling even just for two hours,
my efforts were all put to waste.
But who am I to refuse such a plea?
You need rest,
and I understand that.
Honestly, I'm not mad nor disappointed that you wanted to go home despite the effort I have shown you.
But Heeseung,
....I'm getting more and more insecure.
I want to know what's on your mind,
and I want to know if I really am the problem.
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