I looked at him for the last time before saying goodbye. The soft sunlight touched his hair, making it shine just like gold. His once dark eyes were also bright now. The army green gloves warming his protective hands, the redness of his nose due to the cold, everything looked perfect. That last moment reminded me of how much i loved him and how i always did. It felt like falling in love all over again, but deeper. Laying next to him while the world slowly wokes up, watching the sun come out and take its place high on the sky made me feel like we actually lived, we were still, yet moving. The world around us kept changing but our love stood strong, delicate yet eternal. My fingertips running artistically through his chest, drawing the most mesmerizing scenarios, painting our last moments together.
The sweetness of his lips couldn't let me feel the sourness of our goodbye. As i drove way, he waved and smiled, like it was just for a moment, like i would come home to him in a second. Even if we both know that cannot happen.
Never loved him this much, never wanted him this much. It's meant to be and it'll be. Thankfully, we are aware of that, just as we are of out eternity.
