Golden (Jasper Hale x OC)

Such A Gentleman

It was the middle of the night and Anya woke up cold sweaty from a nightmare. She jumped up from bed looking at her clock 3:00 am. Shit she thought to herself. She couldn't get up now but she knew that she wouldn't be able to fall asleep again.

Her terrible nightmares had been happening for four days in a row now. In her case that had never happened before but things were changing, Anya could some how tell they were. Nothing was gonna be the same anymore but she didn't know why.

Since things were changing she thought that maybe she would be able to fall asleep again too, but she didn't. She lay awake until her alarm went of 6:00 am, 3 hours later.

She got ready fast eating breakfast in her room to avoid her family, she didn't want them asking her anything.

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As the girl walked into school she saw Zoe calling her to come over. Anya knew that Zoe was just gonna pretend that leaving her best friend to hang out with two guys who smoke weed behind school and an even blonder bimbo who talks shit about her.

"Hey bestie!" Zoe greeted her angry friend.

"Are you just gonna pretend like you didn't leave me yesterday?!" The angry redhead questioned.

"Hey calm down it's nothing new and it's not that iv'e never done it before anyways." she answered just shrugging it of. And usually Anya would just let it go since she hated conflicts but today she was really tired and pissed of at everything and everybody. She had gotten really angry at herself in the morning doing her eyeliner since she didn't get it as she wanted. And yet again reminded herself why she shouldn't those tricky things when she had rough nights.

"No but it still doesn't make it okay Zoe! Because it's not just one time or two or three it's enough to make me really angry and hurt" Anya shouted at her.

"It's not all about you" Zoe snapped back clearly not having anything better to say.

"But it's always about you! How you feel, how you are, what you've done. It's never ever about me. We have been friends since fucking kindergarden and I can't remember a time were you ever asked me 'how are you' or anything of the sort! Anya snapped feeling her tears almost coming down her cheeks and Zoe could tell her friend clearly was not okay but she honestly didn't bother cause she knew she could find new friends. But no one as real as Anya.

Zoe walked away feeling that the argument was over. She did feel bad about herself and then she realized that she in fact didn't know anything about Anya. 'Why is she so broken' she asked herself but not looking back.

Anya watched as her friend walked away. She felt stupid for picking a fight with her today when she clearly couldn't handle it. The tears were now slowly falling down her cheeks. School hadn't even started yet it was too early to cry.

The crying girl heard someone coming towards her so she whipped her tears away quickly. She turned around to see Alice, Simon and Jasper. 'Fuck was the only word coming to her brain. 'fuck what am I gonna do now'.

"Are you okay?" Alice asked "We kind of saw what happened with you and your friend"

"Yes i'm fine, it was just a stupid argument" Anya answered trying to laugh it of.

"It's okay if it wasn't" Alice said to her and pulling her into a hug. Anya was hardly ever hugged so it felt good but it wasn't really one of those warm hugs, more of a cold one but it didn't matter.