to me and to you

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hey there baby,
i know you wish you would have known sooner that this would end the way it did.
i know you're hurting and you just want to be okay because it feels like you never will be. you feel like you aren't lovable or wanted in this world that you were brought into. i know that sometimes you wish you could be someone else or somewhere else but you are who you are for a reason.
i know you wish you would have ran when everyone told you too but your heart holds too much love for people that you can't abandon them. especially when you have constant hope for them more than you have it for yourself. you didn't run because you loved too hard and cared too deeply. that's okay because that is who you are and you can't change that about yourself. i know sometimes you do but it's what makes you beautiful and the people who take advantage of it will be the ones who lose in the end. they'll miss having your love, the gentle way you are with them and the way that you give so much for them. they'll realize that they never gave anything back and In that moment i hope they feel bad and take a moment to reflect on themselves and their decisions.
you deserve more than this world has offered you, hopefully once this rough patch is over you'll have so many wonderful things happen to you. i hope you find a love that is so epic and consumes you. i hope you find happiness and self acceptance within you. i hope you find freedom from the negativity of your mind. i hope you find yourself again, just don't stop looking.
with time, everything will be alright. we have to believe that even if it feels inevitable. we will get through this and past this roadblock that has stopped us from moving forward. one day you will be able to move on from saying "i'm fine" when people ask you how you are and give them a genuine answer that you'll be able to say with a real smile on your face. that day will come, i know it.
keep your chin up and show them that you are strong enough to take on whatever might try to hurt you next.

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