TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
i'd be lying if i said I never had
thoughts of ending my own life.
i sometimes lay in bed and think about
how much better the world would be
without me in it.
i think of the train tracks in my hometown,
standing in the center of them until
i hear the loud engine and the whistle blowing,
knowing that everything will be over soon.
the thing is, i know that nobody
will truly miss me.
the boy i love won't even notice that i'm gone.
the people that say they love me will only grieve for a short amount of time because there's truly nothing to miss.
i'm just a girl who's life could have been
given to someone who deserves it.
someone who would live this life without
so much sadness.
they'll remember me as the girl who cared more for others than herself.
they thought she was a happy girl but on
the inside, life was tearing her apart.
she tried to scream but nothing came out
of her opened mouth.
nobody ever saw just how broken she really was until it was too late.
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The Girl Who Weeped Like A Willow
Şiirthis is a book of poetry that will be updated regularly. it holds my deepest thoughts and feelings. some poems will have trigger warnings. this collection of poems is based off of heartbreak and losing someone who means the world to you but also los...
