to the boy i love,
i can see that you've lost sight of yourself. you're acting different and not like the guy i know you are. i miss you and i can see you losing control. the promise i made to stay by your side is one that i will keep. you made me get out of the passenger seat to make room for her, leaving me on the side of the highway as i watch you drive away.
she keeps grabbing the wheel, making you swerve in the wrong lanes, making you take roads that you shouldn't be taking. i'm scared for you but i'm following behind in case she causes you to wreck. i'll heal your wounds and hold your hand once again in hopes that you won't let go this time.
i want to wake you up and show you the things you can't see. maybe you do see them but you're avoiding it. the only thing i keep wishing for is that you come home. take time for you, realize that you don't have to go for the same life style you've always lived. if you want to change paths it's okay to do that. you don't deserve the negative one you keep taking but i know you're scared to take the paths that might be better for you.
one day it'll be okay. you won't have to worry about what you might do wrong next. in her eyes you do everything wrong. baby boy, you deserve so much more than what you're being given. drugs and sex are not going to be enough for either of you at the end of the day. so please, get far away from her and focus on the ones who truly love you.
love,
the girl who still wants to be yours
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The Girl Who Weeped Like A Willow
Thơ cathis is a book of poetry that will be updated regularly. it holds my deepest thoughts and feelings. some poems will have trigger warnings. this collection of poems is based off of heartbreak and losing someone who means the world to you but also los...
