Soulties

Chapter 19

Ever heard of the saying "right person wrong time"? Well I have but I never really understood the meaning of it until I experienced it. Ronda was the closest thing to perfect, never in my life had I met someone who loved parts of me that I had grown to hate. Loved everything about me that I was made to believe was wrong to have or to be. The insecurities that had taken over a huge part of me because of all the negativity that was instilled in me, they were all starting to fade away and I was slowly learning to love the things about myself that I didn't. I began realising i was worth more than I was made to believe in my previous relationship. I was sleeping on myself and I needed to wake up and Ronda would be there through it all but circumstances didn't allow me to love her loudly.

Ronda and I had been dating for a month now and I was happy with her I even pictured our future together but I never wanted us to speak about it. I never ever build that kind of conversation...anymore.

On this particular day we were going on a lunch date, Mandisa and I had spent almost the whole night on the video call trying to find the perfect outfit for me. Ronda was taking me out so I needed to look all kinds of beautiful
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I arrive at Spur, where we're having lunch at. I am dressed in my silk, short dress hugging me in all the right places. I am wearing my white Nike Air force 1 I'm not the type to wear high heels and all that girly nonsense. I spot her at a corner table and I silently thank her for choosing that place because it will work in my favor.

"sorry I'm late" I say trying to get myself comfortable on the corner couch.

"it's okay I know you're always 30 minutes late" she says pretending to huff

I bring my purse close to my lap and take out my lace thong that I chose not to wear while I was at home. I don't know where I got the bravery to travel all the way to Sandton especially in that Uber ride without any underwear on me,just my dress.

I slightly kick her shoe to catch her attention then hand her my lace thong and prepare to get up. the shock in her eyes is out of this world

"but our food just arrived babe" she says looking at the scrumptious food she ordered for us on our table

"or you could start with dessert first" I wink and walk away to the female restrooms. I hear her utter "fuck" in between her teeth and I know I got her.

I'm by the mirror spraying this mint breath refresher inside my mouth when I see the door open and she peeps in

"oh hey" I say looking at her then back on the mirror pretending not care that she's here but in all honesty my heart is beating out of my chest. I take my purse and attempt to leave but as my hand reaches the door handle she grabs my arm and pins me against the door while her other hand locks it. she's looking straight in my eyes and I'm trying not to keep the eye contact because it's killing me, she's not smiling. "you promised me dessert" she says with her face still serious. "i-i-bb-b-a-" I try to construct a sentence but my heart rate isn't normal anymore as she slowly rubs her hands on my thighs making her way up to my coochie. "oh cat caught your tongue?" she says as her cold lips start wet kissing me all the way from my neck to my chest as she cups my boobs. I have chills, I need her to fuck me now, I'm wet. next thing I know I'm on the sink, her head buried deep in between my thighs. I am no longer on earth but I am in heaven and I'm sinning. I bring her head up, her left hand chokes me as she attempts to kiss me while her right hand finds it's Entrance to my coochie. I want to scream, my moans are getting louder but she shuts me up with her lips making me taste myself. 'not too bad Zola' I think to myself. "what's my name babe" she whispers in my ears slowly blowing cold air. "da-