prologue

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I got off the taxi and walked up the street not quite sure if I was going the right way. I would have taken an Uber or something but it was going to be too much money I can’t afford. I finally reached a corner then turned right just a few more houses and I was finally there. I looked at the yard in front of me then back at my phone to make sure I got the right address. I took a deep breath in. I had never done this before. I text her “please come outside” I was worried for a while thinking she might not want to or she might not even be at home because I came so unannounced. Shortly after a while I hear shuffling then feet dragging towards the gate. It’s a black metal gate therefore you can’t see someone from inside or outside the gate. The closer the person gets the faster my heart beats. I start heavy breathing and hyperventilating.. It’s hard I’m going to faint. She opens the door and freezes, I look up at her and our eyes lock. No words said.. It’s been 3 months since we last talked but we see each other every week day and it still hurts to see her with someone else

Me: won’t you let me in?

Her: what are you doing here

She says looking shocked. I get dumbstruck I don’t get why because I practiced everything I was going to say to her. I feel a huge lump in my throat and my eyes get glossy. I feel her thumb wiping my tears. I look up to try stop the tears from falling but it’s like the more I breathe is the more tears I invite in. She pulls me into a warm hug and I inhale her mesmerizing scent, she has my favorite perfume on. Eventually I calm down

Me:I’m sorry

She keeps quiet, I can’t exactly read her mind

Her:how did you find my house

I didn’t really think I’d have to do this outside but then I guess I have to

Me: I have my ways

She signs heavily, annoyed but I don’t care about that I’m not leaving without what I came here to do

Her: what do you want Zola

Me: I couldn’t exactly leave without saying goodbye

Her: leave?

Me: yes, I’m moving to eastern cape permanently

Her: oh

Me: yeah… Uhm…

Her: well safe travels then

Me:oh uhm.. I got you this by the way

I say taking out her favorite chocolate. I continue “I could’ve ordered you McDonald’s but my card says I’m under 18 so I can’t make online purchases”

Her:mmm thanks

She says taking the chocolate from my hand. I felt my heart fall from chest.

Me: okay then I guess I’ll leave

I turn and look at the road before me and exhale deeply then I attempt to leave.

“Zola” I turn back in seconds

“yes.. “

“come in”

I smile faintly, she opens the way for me and I walk in. She directs me to the living room

Her: something to eat, drink?

Me:water please or juice

She nods and dissappeares in the house, I take out my phone and scroll through it just to calm my nerves down she comes back with 2 glasses of juice and a chocolate muffin placed in a saucer

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