One-shots (Jensoo)

The way i loved you

- "Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which decision to make is the worst of suffering." (PAULO COELHO)

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He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous

It feels wrong, so wrong for jisoo and she doesn't know why. Everyone was happy, celebrating and congratulating them. She was supposed to feel the same happiness and excitement they all have, many more but now, all she feels is pain in the stomach, that everything isn't right.

Her friends looks at her, smiling as they clap their hands and she smiles back, waving her hand. Her friend teases her by pointing at her fiancé, and she just chuckles, shaking her head lightly and looks away, staring at the ring that she didn't imagine she'll wear one day.

He says everything I need to hear
And it's like I couldn't ask for anything better

"hey" she hears, making her head lift up, looking at the side making her smile as someone sat next to her. "everything alright?"

"yeah" she nods her head, looking at her fiancé, haein. The man smiled and held her hand, thumb softly rubbing the ring. "i love you" he says, eyes looking at jisoo.

jisoo pressed her lips together, slightly smiling as she looks at him. "i love you too"

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, "You look beautiful tonight"
And I feel perfectly fine

"you look amazing like always" he compliment, staring at the beauty of his soon to be wife. Jisoo chuckled and blushed a little, "stop with you sugar coating"

"is it bad to compliment my wife?" he smiles, jisoo looks at him teasingly, waving the finger causing him to chuckle. "eh, you'll be my wife" he says sweetly, leaning in to give jisoo a quick peck.

"I'll be back" he adds, and jisoo nods, watching haein stand up and go to their guests.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2:00 a.m. and I'm cursing your name

She just watches him, and thinks how lucky she is to have a guy like him. but somehow, deep inside of her, she's still looking for her.

She sighs deeply and dropped her head, keeps repeating to herself that she should be happy, she should be thankful.

She was finally getting what she dreamed of, having someone almost perfect, having a family, kids. A life she always wished.

So in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

She closes her eyes and the first thing that flashes through her mind was her, Jennie.

The only person she had loved the most, dreamed to spend days like this with her. Engagement parties, wedding, a family. She wanted those with her.

But she was wrong, what she wanted is not what jennie wanted also. They broke up for almost a year. That's right, she got engaged with a person she's been with for just almost a year.

But in those times, haein was already giving her what she wanted. In 4 years she's with jennie, the girl didn't even talked about having a family with her.

And even though they started happy, they fought a lot, small arguments that turns into big ones, for jisoo, it was just toxic.

"bro you don't look like a girl who is happy to be engaged" she hears, making her furrowed her eyebrows quickly looking up to see who it is.